9:22a
Kakarot.
KAKAROT.
KAAAAAAAKKKKKKKAAAAAARROOOOOTTTTTTTT!!
9:23a
Tumblr is really starting to freak me out...
9:24a
I'm at my post limit anyway...
I should give it a rest until after midnight....
I should read those articles now and take a shower soon...
9:32a
There. I ate. I'm taking care of myself. Happy? Now please leave me alone.
9:33a
9:56a
I don't think I'm ever going to utter another word outloud again so long as I live.
I'm done with everything.
I just don't care any more.
9:57a
10a
ate some na'an. took teh trash out. took a bike ride. briefly flirted in passing with a hot young girl that loves me. bummed a cigarette. L&M menthol. - got the urge to hit up a really old friend and see if he'd be willing able to get me some of the footage of stupid little skits we shot in middle school n shit.
11:09a
eating a pickle.
11:11a
shower
11:13a
11:37a
time to get some of these wiki tabs closed...
12:09p
12:17p
I really gotta get into 'Twin Peaks' and see what all the hubub is about...
12:18p
From what little I've gleaned thus far I dunno how it's skated under my radar for so long....
12:19p
You have to subscribe/pay for Hulu? I thought that was free. No wonder I never fuxxed with it before. -- Meh, I'll find it later on.
12:21p
Now to read "BERRIES AS SYMBOLS AND IN FOLKLORE" to hopefully gather more valuable intel about all these strawberry synchronicities I seem to be having as of late.
12:22p
Between that and pandas, I'm being pretty relentless assaulted. There's been some cool one-shot, one-time personal events with very specific animals recently as well, but those came, conveyed a message and then quietly slipped out the back door...
12:23p
Sorta like Abbey? -- Low blow, brain. Too soon. Way too soon.
Sorry, just trying to keep things light and happy, y'know? Bring a little levity to things.
12:24p
Thanks, I appreciate it. Your timing was just off. You'll get 'em next time, kid. I'm sure. Can't win 'em all.
12:25p
I knew it would turn 25 just as I was typing it, and it did.
Maybe it's not so much that I don't have a grasp of linear time but rather it's so basic and rudimentary to me that I don't understand why humans inject so much importance into it. It's there. Like trees and rocks. Like trees and rocks must be worked around through and with so must it. It's no more important than any other aspect of existing in reality. I've never really understood the cultish devotion and fanaticism naked apes seem to place in it.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
12:28p
12:31p
Only a few sentences in and I'm already floored... I'll just leave this here:
http://www.fruit.cornell.edu/berry/production/pdfs/berryfolklore.pdf
"Berries often are used to symbolize many different things in literature, art, mythology, and
everyday life. It has been thought that the red color of many berries symbolizes life or the
blood of mythical creatures. Some of these symbols are positive and uplifting while others
are downright scary.
Blackberries have multiple meanings across religious, ethnic and mythological realms. They have
been used in Christian art to symbolize spiritual neglect or ignorance. Mid-Mediterranean
folklore claims that Christ’s Crown of Thorns was made of blackberry runners. The deep color of
the berries represents Christ’s blood. A legend also exists where the blackberry was once
beautiful, but was cursed by Lucifer when he fell into the bush when forced out of heaven. Every
September 30th, with the ripening and darkening of the berries, he is thought to re-enter them.
Some folklore associates the blackberry with bad omens. European stories have claimed they are
death fruits with ties to Wicca. They can also symbolize sorrow. In an old proverb they signify
haste. A man is so excited to pick the berries that he jumps into the bush and the thorns cause
him to lose his eyesight. He regains it, however, upon jumping back out of the bush."
12:32p
o.O
Needless to say, you have my attention.
12:40p
ON THE LAST PAGE: "Pink Panda Strawberry"
12:42p
"Pink Panda definition | What does Pink Panda mean?
definithing.com/pink-panda/
Pink Panda definition. a young h*m*s*xual that can’t go minutes even seconds with out having a d*ck in their *ss. usually called pink becuase their *ssh*l* is f*ck*d raw." -- YIKES. O.o
12:45p
YIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIKKKKKKKKEEEEESSSS
2016 - 1908 = 108
A little factoid I realized while reading about the Tunguska event. (of which I'm goin to stay mum on until the opportune moment of the reveal. -if- and when it should come)
108 has been fascinating me for a while now, time to give it its proper due and research it a bit.
12:49p
12:51p
The equation {\displaystyle 2\sin \left({\frac {108^{\circ }}{2}}\right)=\phi } 2\sin \left({\frac {108^{\circ }}{2}}\right)=\phi results in the golden ratio.
12:52p
The well known bas-relief carving at the famous Angkor Wat temple in Cambodia relates the Hindu story of a serpent being pulled back and forth by 108 gods and asuras (demons), 54 gods pulling one way, and 54 asuras pulling the other, to churn the ocean of milk in order to produce the elixir of immortality. According to the Oriental Architecture site there are 5 monumental guardian gates to the fortified temple city of Angkor Thom. In front of each gate stand giant statues of 54 gods (to the left of the causeway) and 54 demons (to the right of the causeway) which represent the churning of the ocean.
12:54p
In some schools of Buddhism it is believed that there are 108 feelings. According to Bhante Gunaratana this number is reached by multiplying the senses smell, touch, taste, hearing, sight, and consciousness by whether they are painful, pleasant or neutral, and then again by whether these are internally generated or externally occurring, and yet again by past, present and future, finally we get 108 feelings. 6 × 3 × 2 × 3 = 108. In Japan, at the end of the year, a bell is chimed 108 times in Buddhist temples to finish the old year and welcome the new one. Each ring represents one of 108 earthly temptations (Bonnō) a person must overcome to achieve nirvana.
12:55p
Maybe I will watch and/or read some Toriko today?
I nunno, it's not even 1 yet... I've got a long way to go before midnight and my post limit reset...
12:56p
In Jewish culture and numerology
Jews often give gifts and charitable donations in multiples of the number 18, associated with the Hebrew word 'chai(חי)', meaning 'alive', 'living', or 'life'. See Chai (symbol). The number 108 both is a multiple of 18 (6 times 18) and contains the numbers 1 and 8 that compose the number 18.
Other references
In the neo-Gnostic teachings of Samael Aun Weor, an individual has 108 chances (lifetimes) to eliminate his egos and transcend the material world before "devolving" and having the egos forcefully removed in the infradimensions.
Many East Asian martial arts trace their roots back to Buddhism, specifically, to the Buddhist Shaolin Temple. Because of their ties to Buddhism, 108 has become an important symbolic number in a number of martial arts styles.
According to Marma Adi and Ayurveda, there are 108 pressure points in the body, where consciousness and flesh intersect to give life to the living being.
The Chinese school of martial arts agrees with the South Indian school of martial arts on the principle of 108 pressure points.
12:58p
12:59p
108 degrees Fahrenheit is the internal temperature at which the human body's vital organs begin to fail from overheating.
The distance of Earth from the Sun is about 108 times the diameter of the Sun (actually closer to 107.51, as per definition of the AU). Actual ratio varies between 105.7 (Perihelion) and 109.3 (Aphelion).
1:03p
Fuck. Why am I so fucking hungry?
Oh. Because I haven't been smoking cigarettes.
1:04p
umma gits me a pakkle
1:11p
pickle didn't cut it. nice little crunchy probiotic boost that it was. still didn't cut it.
*pleased as punch, tickled pink with himself voice* Made meself some lul mozzarella cheesestix and ajvar to snekk awn. Lervely.
1:12p
1:14p
Cheese, being comprised of fat and protein is wonderful at inducing satiety.
1:15p
If you're still hungry after this, body, you can go fuck yourself.
This food has to last a bit, you know?
We don't have income or any prospects of income...
1:17a
I actually don't like the ajvar with it as much as I'd thought I would... Oh well...
1:18p
I'm too hungry to go grab somethin' else to dip ma cheebs in. "Plain" cheese is A-OK with me.
*huge thumbs up, and cheesey grin with a wink to no one*
1:19p
I was not feelin' it earlier, WHAT WITH BEIN' DEPRESSED AND ALL, but maybe I -WILL- take a walk... who knows... we'll see...
1:20p
I really wanna focus on the task at hand and get these windows closed, though...
1:31p
I cannot make up my mind about Abbey......
I don't know whether I'm excited or whether I dread possibly seeing her this weekend...
No. No. I -have- made up mind. I want to be with her and get back together with her as long as I am in charge (at least for a few months!) Otherwise fuck her and fuck everything and I'ma go back to bein' perma-single on purpose.
1:32p
2:40p
(mild craving for cannabis noted)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microponics
2:41p
Methinx I'll go hit a pip.
2:43p
*sniff sniff* Somethin' QUICK and FUNNY is goin' on around here...
Snapped my hair tie trying to pull my hair up and while thinking on the symmetry of how I used to wear my hair as a teenager. (Bradley Michael "Brad" Taylor/Sokka/Undershave) --
Which is now the precise and exact opposite area of where I have hair on my head that I now draw up into a chonmage, topknot.
3:02p
That distraction along with the distraction of researching references bade me not hit the pip.
3:03p
Pleasantly distracted, I go back to reading now.,,
4:44p
"Many Flights of Demons Sing Thee to Thy Rest"
Speed Demon
Superdemon
In the Speed Demon one-shot, the second Speed Demon (Blaze Allen) is an amalgamation of the second Flash, the second Ghost Rider, and Etrigan (Speed Demon even refers to himself as Etrigan). The way Etrigan empowers Speed Demon is reminiscent of Marvel Comic's Zarathos, a demon who was bonded to Ghost Rider in a similar manner.
A sketch of an alternate version of Etrigan called "Superdemon" was featured in Final Crisis: Secret Files #1. Described as a denizen of Earth-17, Etrigan was sent to Earth by Merlin from the doomed Kamelot, where he entered the body of Jason Blood, son of a Kansas preacher. Over time, Jason learned to control the demon's powers, and now uses them to protect the world.
4:46p
4:51p
Integrations within microponics
The integrations embodied within microponics include:
Fish and crustaceans
Vegetables, herbs and fruit
Chickens for meat and eggs
Japanese quail
Rabbits and other micro-livestock
Muscovies
Geese and other waterfowl
Live animal protein - worms, black soldier fly larvae, mealworms
Fodder plants - including duckweed
Snails
4:52p
5:10p
Aaaaaaand I just broke my SECOND hair tie going to put my hair up. WHAT. THE. FUCK. --- Uuuuh, now I'm gonna go hit the pip?
Uuuuh, cuz that seems to be the thing to do?! I Guess?!?! Maybe?!>!
I guess my hair just really, -REALLY-, doesn't wanna be pulled up right now...
5:20p
5:25p
My eyes hurt...
5:30p
colors feel brighter, almost too bright. reality feels realer, almost too real. truth feels more truthful almost too truthful. i feel more me, almost too me. almost TOO aware....
FRESHLY aware... as it were...
I am....
As I have always been...
5:31p
freshly aware.. fresh awareness...
5:32p
I feel profoundly lonely
Profoundly disgusting
Overwhelmingly aware
The computer and keyboard and language all feels like a profound addiction
REALITY itself, the profound addiction
5:37p
abbey.......
5:38p
ABBEY....
WHERE. IS. ABBEY.
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5:39
I think this is the loneliest I have ever felt in my entire life....
5:58p
Had to ice my eyes.
Meditated on my answer to "What is your purpose in coming to Japan?"
5:59p
Kaizen, desuka.
6p
My eyes really don't wanna look at this computer screen anymore....
6:01p
6:02p
I got so excited when I heard the downstairs door open that I had to remind myself outloud that it was likely Karina and not Abbey.
6:03p
I have to type with my eyes closed, simply to rest them.
6:04p
More people coming up stairs.
They knocked ... i think it's abbey...
6:25p
IT'S ABBEY. FUCK YOU NOTEPAD. I'LL GET ATCHA, BRAH
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