just go with it. write.

9:12am
Wednesday Morning.
Awoke late to alarm.
Hard time getting out of bed.
Grind up a Fruit Roll-Up pack, smoke.
9:39 - Spontaneous journaling.
Powerful feelings for/toward Abbey. An overwhelming urge to hug and kiss her as she sleeps and the very strong desire to move her from the couch to the bed.
"Big Heart" feeling.
"Not enough time" feeling.
Overwhelmed feeling.
Overwhelmed with feeling.
Overwhelmed by feeling.
Listening to music, entirely out of the question.
Feels good to type. Feel the need to observe/document/recall.
Hair is in two french braids, beard in two braids. Robe.

7.30
Smoked.
Ate.
Smoked.
Forgot wallet.
Stopped at bank for cash right beforehand.
Pacific Rim.
Bought T-Bones with Abbey.
Breakfast.
Smoked.
Chest Tuesday. -- Abbey napped.
Seared steaks.
Ate steak with Abbey.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER. THE AUSTRIAN OAK. 66.

7.31.13
9:50am
9:52am
9:55am Arduously carry Abbey to bed. Cursed acid blankie.

SPEED UP. VERY AWARE OF TIME.
DISHES.
burnt butter.
WASH AND TRY AGAIN.
5 eggs, 3 white, 2 whole. Oatmeal wtih whole milk, 1/2 banana, cinnamon. 1 centrum.
Knight.
WEDNESDAY BACK
DON'T WANNA GO TO WORK. WANNA STAY HOME AND CUDDLE WIF ABBEY.
SUPER COOKIES N CREAM ICE CREAM. DIRT SUNDAE SPECIAL.
nap wif abbey
work
smoke wif coworker
walk home
munchies
movie
sleep.