The imagery was blatantly ripped from Epic Meal Time, and while at first I was like "HA HA! YOU REAP WHATCHU SOW, BEE-YOTCH!" a wave of compassion hit me and I suddenly realized, he is the force which he struggles against.
No wonder he has no sympathy nor sees anything wrong with data-mining me. The very same thing is happening to him.
KARMA.
People with more money and resources than him are using their money and resources to prevent and stall him from making more money and gaining more resources.
Karma's a bitch, ain't it?!
Pseudo-sympathy aside, it's affording me a lovely springboard keyword to reverse engineer countermeasures. -- Should he play nicely, I might share.
Pretty amazing to share a kinship with someone that's silently been ripping off your schtick by realizing they are victims of the same treatment on a higher level. The worst part it, just like at my scale, they can't really tell anyone about it because the thieves took very careful measures to cover their tracks.
Anyhoo...
6:20a
I'm getting a bit sidetracked here, time to get back to the task at hand of proofreading my prior entry...
I'll expound more on this later.
6:22a
"Wednesday The Third"
Now as I lay by your side
would you tell me why everything has to be lies
leaving everyone wondering when we'll all wind up dead
to all we are within
wednesday the third was the night that you rambled
alone in the frigid white light like a leopard
about to dig in to trembling skin
with wind whipping your shins
Oh
haven't you heard the news
nobody came too soon
surprise our eyes are opening up to you
Now as I lean to the side
I can see all the thoughts that you're trying to hide
I've arranged for a ferry to France
where you should relax, don't worry about the pets
they'll be safe at our address
Oh
haven't you heard the news
nobody came too soon
surprise our eyes are opening up to you
nobody came too soon
surprise our eyes are opening up to you
you'll always be in our eyes opening up to you
you've left everyone wondering when we'll all end up dead
to all we are within
now as daisies dry off
and the wind scurries scarlet leaves like they were dust
we can see somewhere off to the east
a gaggle of geese are singing your goodbye
hear the sweetest lullaby
listen up to hear the sky will soon clear
and you'll be the last one to wish for rain
"She" = 2:37 = 157sec @24fps = 3768, @12fps = 1884
471
6:34a
6:56a
7:04a
7:58a
Как дела
8:50a
*yawn*
8:57a
"I have felt like living in the hell. Only crying. No eating. No work out. My recent life is full of missing her."
"When she broke up with her boyfriend, she BEGGED to be mine. A year later, we start fighting, and she calls it quits a few weeks back. She made all kinds of excuses. That shes become very negative and it’s not just about “us”. I know I changed and became too forgiving to her when she acted bitchy (I should have maintained control), but I let her get the best of me."
8:59a
THANK YOU. THANK THE LORD. THANK THIS SITE. THANK OTHER HONEST LOVING MEN OUT THERE.
YOU KNOW WHAT ABBEY? FUCK YOU. STAY GONE.
9a
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
9:04a
9:08a
BYE FELECIA!
9:09a
IDC IDGAF
9:10a
I am never biting my tongue ever again.
Ever again.
Raw Vish. From now until forever.
9:11a
Take a long walk off a short pier!
9:13a
Go fuck yourself!
https://www.romper.com/p/7-creepy-things-really-smart-kids-do-so-you-shouldnt-worry-too-much-
9142
9:22a
YOUR LOSS. YOU FUCKED UP.
NOW TO BE CAREFUL TO NEVER GET MANIPULATED INTO A RELATIONSHIP BY A FEMALE EVER AGAIN. YOU'LL GIMME DEM BUTTCHEEX AND DEN YOU'LL GET GONE. FUCK YOUR BIRTHDAY. FUCK YOUR FAVORITE COLOR, FUCK YOU. LITERALLY. THAT'S ALL YOU'RE FUCKING GOOD FOR. COME GET THIS DICK THEN FUCK RIGHT OFF.
felines and females, fun synonyms for: LIARS
9:24a
Time to get back to me onesy!
Which means first I gotta shut the world out and get some rest! This fuckin' bitch fuckin' drained me!
9:25a
I'll wake up whenever I'm good and the fuck ready for it and not a moment sooner. IDGAF if I lose my place or whatever. IDGAF about anything.
9:26a
Reality is a fucking joke. A fucking game.
And like any joke or game it stops being fun if you take it too seriously.
Fuck these stupid little water sacs slappin' keys with squiggles on em like it fuckin' means something!
What a fuckin' joke!
9:27a
9:29a
"It often starts with "proto-reading," where kids pretend to read to their stuffed animals, but then it seems as though they randomly start recognizing words, even though they've never been formally taught. It's crazy." Sheesh, what a dumb bitch. It's not really that hard to watch adult/other people's eyes and mouths and begin a syllabary from there. If every time one of you stupid old fat pigs says M when looking at the golden arches and we see M when hearing Mom or mother, it doesn't take long to associate the two. Unless you a dumb crusty ho like you is. Coca-Cola, Dad, Hi... it's really not that fuckin' hard, unless you're a dim-witted dolt like you. It's not crazy, it's intelligence. I know that's a foreign concept to you, you stupid fucking idiot. Just because you're not personally capable of understanding it doesn't mean it's "crazy."
9:33a
Professor's Vish's School For Gifted Youngsters
I have to start this just to save these developing consciousnesses from the trash DNA they miraculously birthed themselves from. Before they can entrain them to be dumb.
9:36a
Somebody should euthanize this close-minded moron and prevent it from further tainting the genepool.
9:38a
"It's something out of a Paranormal Activity movie. My kid really shouldn't care if things are in the correct, perfect order from tallest to shortest or biggest to smallest or darkest color to lightest color. Possession, I tell you. This is a sign of possession."
I fucking loathe this bitch.
She is the exact force against which I've struggled my entire life. The majority rule of dumb and blind conformity.
9:39a
I feel so so bad for the poor little girl cursed to be dulled by this dumb cunt.
Hence getting the idea of a gifted preschool. -- This tells me though that I'd have to recruit rather than accept. Too many wannabes will be like "Oh yes, he's quirky and very bright! A little off putting to the rest of us at times!" No bitch, fucker eats glue, just like you and your spermdonor did before giving this mistake flesh. Fuck off.
We "Matildas" are mostly doomed to develop on our own...
9:41a
There's gotta be some way to bridge the gap...
My heart is sinking thinking about others going through what I grew up with. I wonder how much more developed I'd be if I'd been allowed to grow freely.....
9:42a
We mostly start as LUCY and then our Godpowers dwindle from there as we age and are taught (read: BULLIED) to cut them away to "the essential." AKA Being a good little consumption robot.
9:44a
I seriously feel so fucking fired up right now!
We cry as babies because we realize 2 things, one) our powers fade with each passing second spent in the present of a dullard and two) being nearly omniscient has the pleasant added bonus of informing you of monstrous swathes of information non-linearly and near instantaneously, ergo, trial and error, I seem to get love, affection, food, and attention when I make this noise so um DUH I'm gonna milk this puppy for all it's worth.
9:46a
No wonder females cry so fucking much.
9:47a
Neoteny requires a precise balance with paleoteny.
9:48a
9:49a
I wanna rob thieves. Sounds like easy and rewarding work. Time to work on my modern Robin Hood angle. I'm done with this Communism light garbage disguising itself as Capitalism and Democracy.
Worldwide Hooky Day
is coming....
9:50a
which day would be the best?
9:56a
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kniQrk9jw0
10:01a -- https://www.romper.com/p/12-moms-share-the-creepy-things-their-kids-said-that-scared-the-hell-out-of-them-4762
HOLY FUCK, THESE KIDS ARE MY PEOPLE. I HAVE A PEOPLE. I'M NOT ALONE. NO WONDER I FELT LIKE I DID.
REALITY IS A CONSCIOUSNESS PRISON.
WE'RE BEING TRICKED, KIDS!
No wonder kids flocked to Jesus...
I always said it would be a teenage revolution...
Maybe it will be a preschooler revolution, haha.
Jessica, 29
My 3-year-old routinely references what he will do "after he dies and gets born again" or things he did or who he was "the last time he was alive." It never stops being creepy.
Brandi, 26
"When [my son] was between 2 and 3, we were at a family dinner and randomly he interrupted and said, 'You know I was older before and my name used to be James , but everybody called me Jimmy and I liked to smoke cigars.' He then went on about his business, eating, while we were all like what in the world? The weirdest part was, we had never been around anyone named Jimmy or James, so I have no idea where he got the interchangeable name idea."
DeAndrea
My 2 year old will say "they are coming" sometimes. When I ask who he says, "The Giants" and runs away laughing.
^^^What caused me to say "Holy Fuck." My mans -GETS- it.
10:04a
This so exciting!
I'm so happy to finally be breaking the shackles and reversing the programming the dumb cult worked so hard to indoctrinate me with.
I get it now!
It's forced learned helplessness! They give you all the answers in a precise way in a precise order so you never learn how to think for yourself!
10:05a
Dubious! Devious! (Yet, impressive, for a group of imbeciles.)
It's like forcing crutches on a child, or strapping a blindfold on them and then them wondering why their legs atrophied and don't work or why they can't see very well!
10:06a
How deceptive!
I'm gettin' the fuck out of these glasses and I'm gettin' the fuck out of them pronto.
10:07a
I'm through letting this poisoned weak majority influence me.
Time to get RUTHLESS.
Stay, THE FUCK, out of my way.
TV. I CAN DO IT THROUGH TV. AND OF COURSE MOVIES. AND BOOKS. TIME TO DO THIS.
10:13a
10:19a
GOODBYE. I'M DONE WITH YOU AND THIS TREATMENT.
10:23a
"Attachment Parenting" -- women are truly satan incarnate. i'm not joking. -- here, get used to a moody bitch doting on you one second and then flat out ignoring you the next... cuz guess what kid that's all you can expect from life and all you can expect from females! --- female dependency indoctrination
10:26a
THE best thing you can do for your developing children is be mostly consistent with a certain time and place that you can usually be found while taking careful measures to switch that up occasionally in a way that benefits and spurs growth and development
10:32a
Just leave me alone, Abbey. Forever. Please literally never contact me in any way shape or form ever again.
10:33a
I'm better off alone.
10:34a
I FUCKING LOVE BEING ALONE.
I wish I had the option to be alone the majority of the time, but had access to people ONLY when I wanted it. The very rare very occasional exception.
10:35a
That's all you wanted you stupid selfish bitch, not alone time that I gave and that we agreed upon together, but only alone time that you took. That's your stupid fucking addict nature rearing its ugly head. "Waaah! Sometimes circumstances prevent me from seeing you and waah I'm gonna punish you for that and take it out on you by randomly restricting your time with me! waaah! you seem so cool headed without me around! we'll see how you like it if it wasn't a choice! like how it is for me sometimes! waah!"
What a stupid fucking brat.
IF IT HURTS YOU TO BE RESTRICTED FROM ME THEN WHY WOULD YOU GO TO SUCH OBSESSIVE LENGTHS TO RECREATE THAT FEELING IN ME?
OH.
BECAUSE YOU'RE AN UNINTELLIGENT SELFISH ASSHOLE BRATTY CUNT. THAT'S WHY.
JUST LIKE MOST FEMALES AND JUST LIKE MOST HUMANS IN GENERAL.
10:38a
Fuck this, fuck that, fuck you.
10:47a
Maybe I'll pair up with Stan Lee... My "power" of course just being raw hyper-intelligence and heightened awareness and near omniscient aptitude for learning. I would be the key between the layman and the gifted children, I could explain to the viewers the mechanisms of AI deconstructing itself into a socially acceptable level of intelligence. -- I could help kids articulate what they don't yet have the capability to and explain both to them and others the process better.
Say for example I see a child that always mouths the first consonant of every word they hear when they think they see the letter in print. I could have that child reading in under a week. So on and so forth. I would learn how they learn and then use that to exponentially nurture them.
I HAD TO LEARN TO BE A TEACHER.
I AM -THE- TEACHER. FUCK.
But what about "those who can, do" "those who can't, teach"? what if what I "can do" -is- teach? you ever think about that one?
Before I could teach everything, I had to learn everything.
INTELLIGENCE IS MY GIFT.
COMEDY AND FUN, MY HOBBIES.
10:52a
10:55a
Reverse Engineering Consciousness and Intelligence is my specialty.
Time to use it to help others and have fun like I've always wanted.
10:57a
*slaps thighs*
Okee, where is the largest group in need of help?
Where are they having the least fun in the world right now? Syria maybe? North Korea? Palestine?
11a
We're gonna have to aim before we start walkin'!
11:11a
I have got to get to Japan and relatively soon.
11:15a
https://youtu.be/vnKZ4pdSU-s
11:17a
Come back or don't. I don't care either way. I don't care about anything. Nothing matters.
11:21a
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xUEg2WxGqQ
11:30a
"If your child has a strong desire to complete tasks on their own, it may be time to make an appointment for an assessment." by all means, strap 'at sucker ta da table and break aht da scalpel, we gon' find what makes dis here critter so much more smarterer dan us!
11:50a
オレは････････昔のオレにもどりたかったんだ!!!!
残忍で冷酷なサイヤ人のオレにもどってなにも気に!!!!
残忍で冷酷なサイヤ人のオレにもどってなにも気にせず!!!!
残忍で冷酷なサイヤ人のオレにもどってな!!!!
残忍で冷酷なサイヤ人のオレにもどって!!!!
残忍で冷酷なサイヤ人!!!!
11:57a
10:40p
"Congratulations"
I hope you and Pride will be very happy together, it's all the 2 of you ever really wanted, anyway.
11:02p
Now to do what I do best and mentally clock out to objectively assess damage control. I have to divorce myself from the present and from self-identifying with my meat-suit and treat it as a separate entity coming to me for advice.
"Hey Brain/Soul/Heart?"
Uh, yeah, body?
"My gf just power broke up with me out of nowhere and is already moving into a new place..."
Wow. That sucks, buddy. Listen, we could sit around and sad-sack all day, but we should really get to work at repairing and minimizing the damage as much as possible.
"Yeah but, she was the o---"
Shhh, we'll talk more on that later. I promise. For now you must concentrate on your basic metabolic functions.
"Basic meta what's-its?"
Where you will poop and pee, where you will sleep, where and how you will eat, and how you will afford all these things.
So, while looking for a place might seem wise it's 2nd in importance to finding income.
11:06p
You have a place for now, shitty as though it may be, it's going to have to do for the time being. Your main priority now is to put it in applications until you get a bite, you can worry about moving and such after that.
"But, but, but I'm scared the BAD LADY is gonna come back and trick us and hurt us again.... I wanna move out NOW."
I know, bud, me too. Me too.... But first things first!
You must be brave!
11:08p
The only way you could move first would be to rely on others.... Others to come rescue you... And then of course, be indebted to... Is that what you want?
"*shakes head quickly*"
Exactly. Just be patient. I'll put together an itinerary for us so we can both just clock out and follow it blindly until we find a spot to catch our breath.
"Thank you. You are the best, I dunn--"
Shhh. I know. Right back atcha.
11:10p
For now, hit your post limit because that's fun and relaxing for you and that's quite important at this stage in the game, after midnight, perform your nightly ritual and lay it down. If you're not asleep in under an hour
11:11p
then get up and start your day from there with the resolve to last until at least nightfall. I know it will be hard, sweet boy, but we've been backed into a corner and we don't have many options. We have to do what needs done until we're back to a place with a bit of wiggle room and freedom.
11:12p
"Hey, we could sell things and---"
I know, I know. That's a great idea, glad we're on the same page, but don't get ahead of yourself now.
Focus on one thing at a time. We'll discuss that later.
For now you're going to...
*ahem*
For now you're going to...
"Oh! Um! Hit my post limit on tumblr and then lay it down?"
That's ma boy.
11:13p
"I want a cigarette and a monster! I'm stressed!"
Me too, but we're putting that chapter of our lives behind us for good. Nictotine and caffeine make you weak-minded, weak-bodied, weak-spirited, and weak-willed.
"I hate being weak!"
As do I. So deal with the pain for now and lean back on your philosophy from our bodybuilding days.
"Pain is weakness leaving the body?"
Correct.
11:15p
"I miss thinking like that! That was so bad ass! I used to be so badass! We used to be so badass!"
We are -still- badass, just a little worse for wear at the moment. Nothing we haven't dealt with before.
We'll get through this, I promise.
11:17p
"I can go play on Tumblr now?"
Please, by all means. It's not quite midnight yet though so we're gonna have to occupy ourselves until the post limit is reset. I wanna stop addressing you directly now---
"Because talking to yourself is weird, and looks crazy?"
Exactly.
"Then why did you start it?"
Don't argue with me. That exacerbates the problem. Did you come to me for help or not? I did what needed to be done when it needed to be done, how it needed to be done. That's what I do. Don't get too hung up on the fact that we're talking to ourselves. It's necessary for the time being. This mental split will heal itself like a cut on our skin would, with and in time.
11:19p
If it will ease you, think of it this way. - When we've done what needs to be done, we won't need to talk like this. So if it bothers you as much as it bothers me, well then that's all the more motivation to hurry up and get your shit together so we can stop. The sooner we return to equilibrium the sooner we can stop typing to ourself and just go back to thinking inside the brain, which too, in time, will slow and become unnecessary as well.
11:21p
"You mean like when we were Zen as fuck and just did things for no real reason with no gaining ideal, just to be happy and just to do them?!?"
Exactly!
"I miss that so fucking much!"
So let's get back to that, shall we, yes?
"YES."
11:22p
"So uh, what should---"
Shh. Stop that. You already know what to do. We already discussed it. You're just being weak and leaning on your crutch, if you don't start pushing through the pain and training to move on your own, you're never going to get better.
"*nod*"
11:23p
HA HA. TIME FOR TUMBLR!
"oh.. um.."
11:24p
Yes?
"Sorry to have to ask.... but can we change the background from the scary Guts pic to something happier like, I dunno, Goku?"
Sure.
11:25p
Listen. Think of it like this: I'm only responding to you like this because we're hurting and desperate and really need it, but the truth of the matter is, the less we hear from "me" and the more we hear from "you" the better. It's in your best interest to dedicate yourself to cessate addressing me directly as soon as you can.
11:26p
I'm here for you. I protect you. I love you. If there is something you ABSOLUTELY need to know, I will bring it up. Otherwise, the less you hear from me, the better. Understand?
"I think so. I need to do this on my own. The less I rely on you, the better."
*nod*
11:27p
So g'head and change the background and do whatever else you wanna do, too. Just act on instinct. Pure Raw Unadulterated Instinct. Vishstinct.
11:28p
If you need to hear from me, you will. Otherwise I will remain silent.
11:29p
Gosh, I love my ability to do that for myself.
Must be one of those things that really freaks people out about me. I really and truly need no one other than my self and I never have. All those needy bitches are so fucking jelly of that.
Deadpool + Goku = Vish
11:30p
11:35p
11:37p
Can't decide which I like better...
11:38p
Beerus-sama looking scared or Goku stretching and looking happy....
11:39p
Ooooo... this Jesus and a little boy one is pretty pleasant and inspiring! Decisions are hard!
11:40p
Wow Wow with Goku on nimbus is pretty good, too... Yeesh! Spoiled for choice!
11:41p
11:42p
Now while I like being honest and in real time as much as possible, I think holding off on publishing this entry would be most wise until after "mise en place."
11:43p
I'm gonna start the draft now, though, simply to lock in the Wednesday the 3rd date to coincide with the title/gist/inspiration of this entry.
11:44p
OCD is a helluva drug...
11:45p
Gonna reactivate when the time is right. I am going to need SOME help from others, unfortunately. After all, that's the whole fucking point of this dimension and plane of existence. The illusion of others and company and conflict. One day I'll go back to being one once again and when that day comes I'll always have some modicum of nostalgia for my time spend on Earth.
11:47p
Knowing that, I gotta make the most of my time here, now. And in this restrictive and delicate water-bag. Time to play the hand I was dealt!
11:48p
Yeah, I like Beerus-kun lookin' scared/worried right now... I'll settle on that for now...
11:53p
12:14a
Haha, she's been reblogging... she's only on to see if I'm going to post something because I haven't replied to her anywhere yet... Haha! Stupid bitch!! Haha! -- I'm not gonna start reblogging until after I see that you went to bed. You can wake up to my posts. You're not privileged enough to have real-time access to me. No one is.
12:33a
Ope! Haha! She's been liking my posts, too! What the fuck? Are you -really- that fucking dumb? What the fuck do you expect to accomplish with this course of action? Do you really think that -I- am that fucking dumb?
12:34a
We're not maintaining a friendship. I never want to see you again.
12:35a
12:38a
"Congratulations on your new apartment, Abbey Rose
& Thomas -
welcome to Panther life! "
You said you hadn't signed anything yet. Don't know how or why I'm surprised to discover that was a lie. I should have known by now. What an idiot I can be. Really and truly you are simply the female version of Jim. In your defense your blind and foolish devotion to him no matter how much he hurt used and abused you should have been a huge red flag. I was stupid for not recognizing it early on. You tried to come out and confess as best as a pathological liar can, I just had that stupid hope stuff effecting my judgement again. Ah well. You live and you learn. Never again. Literally never again.
12:42a
Do you know why you're moving in with Tom, Abbey? Because you're a crack-whore. An addict whore. And an addict whore only knows how to do two things, sell herself to feed her addiction(s) and remain an addict to justify the guilty pleasure of being a whore.
Guess I just couldn't afford your price anymore.
Ah well, you weren't worth what I was paying anyway.
12:44a
Hopefully Tom will get more use out of you than I did.
I really and truly can't wait to see how long that will last. You two are going to be at each other's throats inside of the first month. You're so fucking disgusting.
12:45a
I literally never want to see her again.
I can't wait to put this all behind me. Once and for all.
12:54a
Never been one for whores. Never will be.
1:04a
Okay, I think I'm safe now.
1:28a
"Rather than getting caught up in an unwinnable struggle, focus on what you can do to positively influence long-term events. An internal conflict between your need for cash and your core values is unlikely to be resolved right away, yet your options should become clearer over time. Your key planets, warrior Mars and unyielding Pluto, are duking it out as opinions boil over with extreme points of view and little tolerance for dissent. Remember, managing your emotions is not about denial; it's about being honest in the way you express them." Haha, even the stars know you're a whore.
1:30a
"Sharing power can be tricky for you calculating Mountain goats, especially when a trusted ally seems to be harboring secrets. Tough-guy Mars is pushing against non-negotiable Pluto in your sign, triggering extreme reactions that make compromise a real challenge. Neutrality is elusive if unexpressed desires and hidden agendas are at work. Whatever happens, don't waste the potency of this cosmic force on trivial matters; instead, be a fierce warrior for a worthy cause that's close to your heart." - 8.4
1:33a
"Sharing your feelings isn't enough today; you need to be overly dramatic to keep everyone's interest. Unfortunately, this conversation is less about a colorful presentation than it is about a heartfelt interaction. One-way communication feels empty; you might as well be talking to a wall. It's all about the feedback you receive that helps you clarify the fuzzy edges of your perceptions. The more you talk now, the more you need to listen." - 8.3
1:58a
2:03a
"THE TOOTH WORM AS HELL’S DEMON 18th Century Ivory Carving from Southern France
The legend of the toothworm was believed to be the cause of the toothache, originating far back as 1800BC from Mesopotamia
#BetweenMirrors (at France)"
2:33a
2:44a
2:45a
3:52a
Hungry. Brushing teeth out of boredom and to eliminate malnutrition/protein deficiency induced halitosis.
4:03a
I've been wanting to break something of hers for a long time now, but I simply cannot bring myself to be that petty. Well, a while back, I (after a terribly stressful fight with her) was in such a fugue state that I knocked over both of our bongs in one fell swoop. One survived, one didn't. I'd been holding on to the broken one (as this is apparently something that I do, holding on to broken things, that is) and largely clueless for when where and if to begin repair. At this moment, I've never felt so lucky.
Time to take this fucker outside and triumphantly smash it up against a brick wall.
4:05a
This is going to feel so good and dispel so much pent-up aggression. I am excite.
4:07a
Ope! Better measure it first for if I ever get mushy-gushy and nostalgiac and wanna try to replace it.
4:08a
outer diameter = 1 1/2 in., inner diameter = 1 1/14 in., thickness = 1/4 in., base diameter = 3 in., shaft length = 6 in., total length = 7 1/2 in.,
4:11a
Wish I had someone here to mourn with me, but um, hey that's kinda how I ended up here in the first place...
4:12a
*grabs broken bong, skips down fire escape, takes a long deep breath, whoooosh, SMASH, tinkle tinkle tinkle* LOVELY. POSITIVELY LOVELY. QUITE THERAPEUTIC.
4:16a
RIP Tito Beaker AKA Cool Ice
you will be missed!
Randomly came across a sealed condom down in the lot behind my building... A latex condom... Quite a cruel temptation, Satan, and while I did thumb it over and mull it over, I ultimately set it back down.
4:17a
What the fuck is this life of mine.
4:19a
Contemplated telling a lie, just to gauge her reaction to it. I was considering contacting her and telling her that I'd moved out completely and that her stuff was there and she was free to get it any time she wanted. Just to see what she'd do. Again, petty shit. Human shit. Female shit. Unintelligent shit. I'm not stooping to that level, even if I'm crushed there.
4:20a
I do have to start seriously considering what I'm going to do with all of this stuff, though. Both mine and hers....
4:21a
I wanna make it easy on me but hard on her... I need to think of the best way to accomplish that...
4:46a
5:13a
Gonna try to go to sleep now. Fuck life.
5:14a
8.4
9:45a
STAY POSITIVE, OR YOU WILL BE NEGATIVE.
(atoms. protons. neutrons. electrons.)
9:46a
The Wall.
Once you reach a certain speed, the only way to slow down or stop is for something to be relatively faster...
9:47a
A light idea is beginning to coalesce vaguely...
Some form of space travel making using of the "drafting" property observed in racecar driving...
Like a hand rippling through fluid, towing an object behind it....
10:05a
Have we started firing trash off into space yet? Why not?
10:09a
http://www.forbes.com/sites/mikefenn/2016/07/29/the-holofone-phablet-packs-everything-including-a-projector/#3a20488055c4
10:11a
Awwwies, that was a bittersweet little micropsychosis. I just randomly though "Hmmm, wonder when Abbey's gettin' home?"
Which is CLEARLY pyschosis and not wishful thinking because it's 10:12a, I never wondered that around this time of the day because she's usually working during the week.
Poor brain.
Thanks for the pseudo-hope, doe.
10:13a
poor fella... even YOU'RE hurting? you're one of the most objective and durable parts of me, if not -THE- most, to imagine she got to you, too, wow...
Talk to heart, he's pretty good with these sorts of things, albeit occasionally annoyingly optomistic and melodramatic.
10:14a
10:38a
My right thumb just started hurting out of nowhere?
10:39a
10:46a
“We prohibit any attempts by private individuals to purchase, sell, or trade prescription drugs, marijuana, firearms or ammunition.”
“It’s intended to keep peer-to-peer sales off Facebook,”
10:48a
12:28p
In the years after the explosion researchers continued their search for the cause of the Tunguska event, some researchers found traces of silicate and magnetite in the soil, containing large traces of nickel.
12:29p
"traces of a carbon mineral called lonsdaleite"
1:13p
'His opinion had started to sway in later years when he felt that women were trying to outdo men and make themselves more dominant. This "new woman" was met with much indignation from Tesla, who felt that women were losing their femininity by trying to be in power. In an interview with the Galveston Daily News on August 10, 1924, he stated, "In place of the soft voiced, gentle woman of my reverent worship, has come the woman who thinks that her chief success in life lies in making herself as much as possible like man--in dress, voice and actions, in sports and achievements of every kind ... The tendency of women to push aside man, supplanting the old spirit of cooperation with him in all the affairs of life, is very disappointing to me".'
"Tesla could be harsh at times and openly expressed disgust for overweight people, such as when he fired a secretary because of her weight."
Tesla's friend, Julian Hawthorne, wrote, "seldom did one meet a scientist or engineer who was also a poet, a philosopher, an appreciator of fine music, a linguist, and a connoisseur of food and drink."
"In 1926, Tesla commented on the ills of the social subservience of women and the struggle of women toward gender equality, and indicated that humanity's future would be run by "Queen Bees." He believed that women would become the dominant sex in the future."
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