now

distractions from the now

best/most efficient use of the now? maximum fun. maximum flow. maximum now.

are you now?

how now are you?

I hate those little anxiety-inducing *bwoop-bwoop-bwoop*s....

cold...

5:38p

I can feel each individual muscle in my body....

my awareness feels increased...

I'd dosed with a medible (brownie) earlier (~4:30p?), and honestly I did not have high hopes for it... but I am finding myself a pleasant mix of stoned and high...

5:39p

I feeel more...

5:40p

I feel more aware of my heart-beat and breathing...

5:41p

time patrol...

5:42p glasses fogging with each outbreath...

cannabis is a decent shortcut to mindfulness/now/awareness... utilize its supplementation to train until you no longer need to do so...

be here, now...

5:43p

cold cold cold... is this normal? is this how the rest of you feel? I've been so insensitive... In more ways than one..

5:44p

Not only must I remain aware of the ever-present possibility of death and how it weighs over my fellow slivers of consciousnesses' heads, I must also endeavor to remain mindful of the sheer sensation of existence at times being overwhelming..

5:45p

No wonder you all complain about being cold so much... It's no fun... Robs you of energy and motivation...

5:46p

Follow in my footsteps and I can promise you will rarely ever feel cold.

And when you do feel cold, you won't feel controlled or shut-down by it, merely effected and informed...

5:47p

I prefer cold as it used to feel, valuable sensory stimuli informing of local environment.

5:48p

Cold as I'm experiencing it now, involuntary sensation inducing acute anxiety and mild concern, is not nearly as fun...

5:50p

'Tis true, I existed in the mind before the flesh
Aye, so do you...

'Tis true, I existed in the mind before the flesh
Aye, so did you...

DON'T BE DISTRACTED BY TIME. -- TIME, THE GREATEST HOAX OF ALL TIME. ---- EVER-PRESENT. - THERE IS ONLY NOW, HAS ONLY BEEN NOW, WILL EVER ONLY BE NOW.

5:53p

I really can't tell if I'm stoned or not, which greatly informs me that I am decently cooked...

5:54p

There is a stark difference between experiencing solitude and being alone. One confers a feeling of peace and the other produces a feeling of loneliness. Solitude is, and feels, chosen. Being alone, is, and feels, externally administered.

5:57p
5:58p

I enjoy solitude. I enjoy my solitude.

I dislike being alone. I do not enjoy being alone.

5:59p

6:07p -- death... like a cold, heavy, all-encompassing coat... that suffocates your throat with icy indifference...

6:08p Ahhh, I see you spirits on the other side... Gathering to attempt to hold me down. I appreciate it. I'm honored. Truly. Flattered. Realistically, however, you're going to need many, many, MANY more of you.

6:09p *hug*

*gentle beat up*

6:12p

liedenfrost effect, gyroscopic force - centripetal/centrifugal

6:50p

7:01p

Cold-resistance training? Nice try, addict... I'll hold you to it... 7:02p

here&now
7:05p
get dem tunes on brah

7:07p
Abbey's home

7:13p
thirsty back porch neighbor stuntin dem buttcheeks on me, again... little does she know Abbey is well-aware and encourages perving...

I WANNA TOUCH YOUR SOUL.

7:14p