Revival

8.28.17 -- 11:15a

Awoken by the downstairs hair salon playing music loudly...

11:19a

Burnt/overcooked my oatmeal...

11:20a

Gonna try on a grey suit that's tucked in the back of my closet, that I'd long since forgotten about, because I think my black shoes and brown shirt would match it better than trying to pair any of shoes with my navy suit....

11:22a

My writing/sequence of thought is atrocious these days.... Ah well, 'tis an atrophied muscles, 'twill recover...

11:25a

Waking up a lot later than I wanted to... I wanted to check on a job prospect on the boulevard. Remaining calm and moving forward. This gives me time to have my glasses tightened and re-aligned 1st which will lessen my anxiety and add to my confidence whilst pursuing local employment.

11:27a

Microwave cleaned after oatmeal disaster...

11:29a

Pulled the suit out of the closet...

Time to get a little to-do list for the day together...

Shower.
Get dressed.
Get glasses tightened/realigned.
See about employment.
Check account balance.
Get dressed for the gym.
Walk to the gym.
Work out.
Walk home.
Get bus day pass on the way home.
Feast.
Chores.

11:33a

11:37a

Forgot to brush my teeth upon waking... Brushing them after my 1st meal seems a decent consolation prize.

11:38a

11:43a

Teeth: brushed.

Time to try on this suit!

Pants, too short, way too tight in the seat and thigh. *sigh* Jacket is dece but snug.

Shower: complete.

12:47p

Time to go see about moy glesses. *fnar fnar fnar*

12:48p

Glasses: tightened.
Danny: met.
Application: retrieved.

1:05p

Filling out application now.
2 oranges: eaten.

1:54p

Application: turned in.

1:55p

Now, the waiting game. Gonna check other spots on the boulevard. Gotta check my account balance.

2:03p

Checking my balance, then off to CVS for an app/to see if they are hiring... Then back home to drop the laptop off and then back out to get my bus pass for tomorrow...

2:14p

At the library challenging the faulty battery. A race against time.

2:18p

$9.13 -  Just enough for a bus pass.

2:25p

Gonna go take care of that 1st. Well, 2nd, after visiting CVS.

2:44p

Home.

CVS does its applications online. So maybe later tonight or tomorrow.

Still dressed nice and breathably, gonna head on out to snag my bus pass.

2:45p

Reading about ACV. Apple Cider Vinegar. Must research basil.

2:52p

Shot of ACV.
Off to get bus pass. 1 mile, 2 roundtrip.

4:20

Home.

Change of clothes. Bathroom break.

4:29p

Fantasizing about post-work-out recovery food... Milkshake mayhaps....

4:30

Eating a giant Russian/Turkish Kit-Kat called DiDO... Pretty damned dece...

4:34p

Wishing I had internet and/or a bus schedule... I dunno what time to leave tomorrow... 11?

4:39p

Calling Port Authority now...

4:40p

10:23, 11:03, 11:43, 12:23

4:44p

11's lookin' like the best time. So some time between 10:45 and 10:55, I wanna be leaving the house.

Time for some more hydration and then it's off to the gym! 4 miles out, 8 miles roundtrip.

4:46p

Leavin' the phone at home to clear distractions and keep my shorts/pockets light.

4:47p

Quick read on ACV.

4:54p

Leaving now!

Mum texted about bank stuff.

4:57p

Leaving *now*!! ;)

7:50p

Home. Weight: 194 lbs. Making a milkshake.

8:05p

Milkshake. A bit yogurt-y, but I gotta get -some- use outta this otherwise woefully bland thin-mint ice cream. 2 whole raw eggs, about a 1/3 cup vanilla yogurt and about 1 1/2 cups ice cream. Not the tastiest shake I've had in my life, but it's still pretty bang-on as far as what my body needs.

8:11p

Talking to my Dad on the phone.

8:12p

Back On Da Brix

8.27.2017 - 6:12p

I sit here in the game room of my apartment, 'Aladdin' in the DVD player, paused on screen... My alarm for church just went off...

6:13p

In front of me is a big beautiful bowl of salad. Spinach, Kale, Carrots, Tomatoes, Black Olives, Green Peppers, Cashews, Hard-Boiled Eggs, Pickles...

6:16p

My heart is heavy from what I've been through and for what I am still yet to go through...

Aladdin will have to wait, I have a date with God.

6:17p

Praying selfishly that the service really speaks to me specifically. I need it. Sorely.

6:19p

This salad is massive and seeing as how as I'm going to have to ration food even *more* intelligently than I already do, until a source of income is secured, I've decided to have a couple more bites and then store the rest for later tonight...

6:20p

Thus far this has served to center me rather nicely. I'd missed it.

6:21p

TV off. DVD Player off.

6:22p

I sure hope I fall asleep at a decent hour tonight. I plan on taking melatonin in order to facilitate that goal...

6:23p

6:27p

Salad put away, bringing my basil back inside and watering it...

Donning my flops and heading to the Tree Of Life...

6:28p

8:27p
8.27.2017-8:27p

Revival.

I took communion barefoot.

8:28p

2 shots Apple Cider Vinegar.

Dishes done. Counter wiped. Cutting board cleaned.

8:42p

Time to make the bed.

8:44p

Gonna tentatively play some tunes. Might overwhelm me... We'll see...

8:45p

The tune from "UP" and yep, it's wrecking me.... Oh God... I miss my baby so much. This song has been going through my head all day... Hearing it externally is quite difficult. -- My 1st good real cry of the whole ordeal...

8:47p

8:48p

'Her Majesty' by the Beatles... -- Yep, looks like silence will be best for now.

8:49p

9:25p

Bed's made.

Hungry but I wanna accomplish a few more goals before I reward myself with food.

9:57p

Bedding's put away.

No dishes in sink.

Mirrors still need hung, but I'm going to leave that for tomorrow.

9:58p

Time to get back into this salad and to enjoy some Aladdin.