Woke up nice n' early. Made Abbey's Bento and then got her out the door, despite some rude anxiety on her end that will cause me to log it in the NOPEBOOK, overall a good morning so far...
Not too many dishes in the sink, place mostly clean... Laundry needs put away... rooms need vacuumed... Cannabis needs smoked...
Doofenshmirtz has been cleaned with kosher salt and rubbing alcohol.
Where did my narcissism go?
If only I could bring myself to record myself doing things more I'd have more attention aimed my way... Perhaps it would not be the right attention and that's why I'm being steered away from such a path....
Anyhoo, this fitness vid that a friend shared on my fb has me wishin' I was vain enough to record myself doing various fitness-type maneuvers... Instead, it's just going to be the motivation to do something active today...
Off to grind some herbs and pack 'em oop...
Takin' her real easy this moondee marnin'... Gonna pull up some Spotify and listen to some tuneage whilst going back through my tumblr and puffin' on green... TODAY'S FORECAST: CLOUDY AF
*Buddha voice* You cannot smoke what you have not packed. U_U
Seriously, off to the game room with me now... shoo, shoo, me, go, off with you, go...
bong nice n' chilled, dry-pipe Knight on the re-up...
Really wish I didn't have to write in the nopebook.... Putting it off until sufficiently high...
Was thinking about going back through tumblr... Might watch a movie instead... been staring at a tiny computer screen for a few weeks now... Moight be toime to rest me peepers... Name of the game is to be sufficiently fed and motivated to go for a walk to the gym... Must keep that end-goal in mind... Tummy kinda hoolts, froat is kinda sore... A little down-trodden and depressed from the early morning's hiccup...
Vetoing music up front, too much possibility of a Stendhal Syndrome episode...
*flick*
*spark*
*flame*
*suck*
* bubble*
*inhale*
*HOLD*
*exhale*
*cumulonimbus*
*eye-lids half-way open/closed*
THIS IS WHERE I PRACTICE ACCOUNTABILITY AND MINDFULNESS.
[*THIS* = -this- blog]
BOY, HAVE I BEEN OUT OF PRACTICE.
For those who were wondering, Ryan Reynolds fucked Hugh Jackman and "sold" him the sex-tape in order to have the money to produce DEADPOOL. Just a fun lil fyi. They're attempting to hide in broad daylight about it... Very sneaky...
hold your breath...
Don't hold your breath...
take a deep breath...
Objectively, it's pretty sad and somewhat bothersome that I cannot freely listen to music for fear of being overwhelmed by its beauty and majesty... -- Even silencing the music that plays in my head can grow quite taxing after a while... It's an unnamed amalgam of moving classical that threatens to explode me outward in all directions... Its volume is particular persistent right now.... Off to distraction-land...
Or, maybe Vader was -SO- dedicated to the Light side of the Force that he allowed himself to be "taken" by the Dark Side in order to infiltrate them from within? Huh? Didja ever think of that, hot-shot? Huh, didja?
I just fah-rickin' loves me the concept of some Dark Knight/Black Swordsman type anti-hero archetypes...
Piccolo, Vegeta, Guts, LordGenome, Wolverine, Deadpool, Batman,
There should be a Grey Side or Middle Way of The Force. Whereby you just blaze ganja and grow vegetables "lazily" with it, haha. "Use the Force!---" to float that burrito over to me, dude. Yeah I would probably just work out with the Force all day...
URGE TO MASTURBATE: GROWING.
I never did beat SMT: N...
Let's see how fb's notifications strike me...
It's Leap Day? Today? Isn't that accumulated from the 4 Februarys[over 4 years] and then celebrated at the end of the year? I've never been quite clear on that... Apparently it's today?
Ah well, I'm not complainin'... Makes for a nice blog title...
I need to heavily consider prioritizing going to Smash Bros. tournaments more...
In fact, I'm going to meditate on the subject presently...
There is a lot of this bong left, boy am I slackin'...
URGE TO MASTRUBATE: GROWING AGAIN, RETURNING....
Considering replacing one addiction with another... Smoking a cigarette...
I would love to have a posse of nothin' but smokin' hot bitches to play Smash Bros. with, we roll into tourneys and REK.
Changing the way I sit occasionally is rull noice
Tumblr is greatly contributing to my urge to masturbate... This... this is... this is a problem...
Ummmm... what to do about it.....
Well, definitely gonna smoke about it....
Ah...both sadness and cuteness are great anti-masturbatory aids...
Adventure, and the concept of, a fantastic distraction as well...
Art, videogames, nice, and nice, CALM DOWN WEENIE
mr rogers changin' shoes... low back pain...
Definitely gotta get back intro stretching...my one galoshie's got a rippy... :( _- I need some sick-ass galoshes...
Now that I've acknowledged head-on that Tumblr is 'baitin' bait it will be easier to train myself to be inoculated to it... ROUND 1: FIGHT
Spontaneously cleaned Tito Beaker... emptied dish rack... would be nice to leave house with no dishes in sink and have that to return to...
Hmmm, let's see, with the state my gut is in right now, what meal would generate the least dishes and help me the most to get going out the door, feelin' energized and light? Maybe some kiwi slices? Large glass of ice water?
nopebook officially broken in... spent way too much time and effort on that...
Has free time always been this overwhelming?
I have 1001 things I could be doing... What is the -BEST- use of my time? Putting away laundry? Cleaning off a surface junked with miscellania? Organize/clean off my desk?
What activity would facilitate the facilitation of other activities and lessen therein the overall workload?
Draw?
Chancing the music and rubbing my scar(s)
my wrist aches a bit....
The future exists, you just can't afford it...
I remember...
I remember..
The nopebook is far too aesthetically pleasing to be taken seriously...
two White-Castle sliders down the hatch, one chubby pepsi vanilla made with real sugar, one turkish royal...
Finished dishes, all in drying rack... SINK: EMPTY.
blue sharks
cola bottles
juice-filled fun-bugs
Sunday, March 6, 2016
Wednesday, December 30, 2015
What To Do?!
Got Abbey's bus pass and got her parking ticket paid off yesterday. Fell asleep around 5ish, I wanna say?
Woke up at about 1a. Hopefully I can stay up until dark and ease into a responsible sleep schedule before the New Year.
*thump thump* I can feel Japan pulling on me... *thump thump* I can feel it drawing me nearer and nearer...
Turkish Royal + Monster Rehab Peach Tea
To Do:
Regain Bottle Deposit
Laundry
Print Label
Purchase Mailer
Affix Label
Return
Purchase something at CVS for cash back
Laundry
Clean?
Dishes?
Vacuum?
Make Bed?
Shower
Eat
Play with HEAVY BAR??
Stretch??
Shower Dos?
Eat
Hoo boy, it's chillier outside than I expected it to be. Gonna need a meal, shower, and a wardrobe change to get the necessary motivation to brave the elements... OH HOW THE MIGHTY HAVE FALLEN, haha. Why I used to walk barefoot in the snow and--- shhhh, enough about that, don't think about that... don't get ahead of yourself... you'll get back there.... baby steps... give it time...
Gonna flip through the City Paper and hit my post limit on tumblr to get some tabs closed and kill some time warming up.
Get laundry and 'David The Gnome' ready to leave the apartment,
walk laundry down,
continue to CVS for cash back for quarters,
start laundry,
walk to library,
print label,
walk to post office,
send out DTG,
flip laundry into dryer(s,)
see about drinking at the pub...
take it the fuck from there!
HOLY SHIT, NOON. WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU COME FROM?! Nice to see you there!
I might make it til dark and get back on a proper sleep schedule yet!
1:30, okay I think I've killed enough time. Time to get this show on the road...
Smoke
Eat
Shower
Get Dressed
Oh goody! It warmed up a bit! Still pretty chilly aht but not nearly as nippy as it was earlier.
*looks at bare wrist* Wouljda look at the time? It's GRUB-THIRTY.
Mmmmmmm Spinach&Feta Pie from Pita-Land, mmmmm....
Gathered up all the trash.
Just need to take it out, now.
2:13 Showah powah
3 gettin dressed
3:18
gather laundry
take trash out
cvs, monster import, cash back, start laundry, library, print label, post office, purchase mailer, affix label, return DTG, library - get moobies, flip laundry into dryer, pub - hot sausage + high life + rum n' sprite x2 (one for Sarah to congratulate her on her new job,) fold laundry, home.
6:13 considering attending open mic at the pub tonight determined by Abbles energy levels upon returning home....
Woke up at about 1a. Hopefully I can stay up until dark and ease into a responsible sleep schedule before the New Year.
*thump thump* I can feel Japan pulling on me... *thump thump* I can feel it drawing me nearer and nearer...
Turkish Royal + Monster Rehab Peach Tea
To Do:
Regain Bottle Deposit
Laundry
Print Label
Purchase Mailer
Affix Label
Return
Purchase something at CVS for cash back
Laundry
Clean?
Dishes?
Vacuum?
Make Bed?
Shower
Eat
Play with HEAVY BAR??
Stretch??
Shower Dos?
Eat
Hoo boy, it's chillier outside than I expected it to be. Gonna need a meal, shower, and a wardrobe change to get the necessary motivation to brave the elements... OH HOW THE MIGHTY HAVE FALLEN, haha. Why I used to walk barefoot in the snow and--- shhhh, enough about that, don't think about that... don't get ahead of yourself... you'll get back there.... baby steps... give it time...
Gonna flip through the City Paper and hit my post limit on tumblr to get some tabs closed and kill some time warming up.
Get laundry and 'David The Gnome' ready to leave the apartment,
walk laundry down,
continue to CVS for cash back for quarters,
start laundry,
walk to library,
print label,
walk to post office,
send out DTG,
flip laundry into dryer(s,)
see about drinking at the pub...
take it the fuck from there!
HOLY SHIT, NOON. WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU COME FROM?! Nice to see you there!
I might make it til dark and get back on a proper sleep schedule yet!
1:30, okay I think I've killed enough time. Time to get this show on the road...
Smoke
Eat
Shower
Get Dressed
Oh goody! It warmed up a bit! Still pretty chilly aht but not nearly as nippy as it was earlier.
*looks at bare wrist* Wouljda look at the time? It's GRUB-THIRTY.
Mmmmmmm Spinach&Feta Pie from Pita-Land, mmmmm....
Gathered up all the trash.
Just need to take it out, now.
2:13 Showah powah
3 gettin dressed
3:18
gather laundry
take trash out
cvs, monster import, cash back, start laundry, library, print label, post office, purchase mailer, affix label, return DTG, library - get moobies, flip laundry into dryer, pub - hot sausage + high life + rum n' sprite x2 (one for Sarah to congratulate her on her new job,) fold laundry, home.
6:13 considering attending open mic at the pub tonight determined by Abbles energy levels upon returning home....
Tuesday, December 15, 2015
Fall Down Seven Times, Stand Up Eight
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| "Fall down seven times, stand up eight." |
Dad, dad, dad... I can hear you, but has your voice grown so dim? Or perhaps has mine grown too loud?
What a night.
Abbey gets home and takes me out to the Brookline Pub. We get hit on, multiple times, NATCHY, and like the nice kiddos that we are we build egos and grant confidence. Oh you sweettalker. Oh you charmer. Oh stop.
We got a free fuckin' bucket o' burr. Miller High Life. Me fav. Hoagies n' beers. Man... this is the fuckin' life fo sho... BUTT it doesn't stop there. See what I did there? Butt? HAHA. Get it?! Like 'but,' butt with two Ts. I'm so fummy. Anyhoo, YOGABUTTS. ALL OUT ON DISPLAY. Barbell pierced nipples on perky little jiggly titties unencumbered by bras... I am so fucking lucky to have a girlfriend that's almost as big of a pervert as me... Older woman wanted Abbey, blatantly. Two young bi or gay bartenders wanted her, OBVIOUSLY, we both had our share of attention from the dudely type but I shared just one bartender with her, the other being a crush by me but clearly crushing on Abs -only- and then a few other (what can I say) lovely young lasses that seemed to fancy gaining my attention and maintain eye contact while engaging in probing conversation.
"Time is on your side so use it wisely to bring others with you on your rise to the top."
I keep hearing this in my head over and over...
七転八起
"It should be 七転び八起き (nana korobi ya oki), but if you want it more concise you could make it 七転八起(sichi ten hatsu ki).
Note:
七 (seven) is pronounced in either nana or sichi.
転 (fall, rotate ...) in either koro(bu) or ten.
八 (eight) in either ya or hachi/hatsu.
起 (rise, stand up ...) in either oki(ru) or qui.
The second one (七転八起) is made up of only Chinese characters, and in this case the different pronunciation is applied to each character, while conveying exactly the same meaning."
弱肉強食 -- (jaku niku kyō shoku)
Literally: The weak are meat; the strong eat.
Meaning: Survival of the fittest.
I need some friends. A team.
Do you want to be on my team?
Oh look! Another beer... how'd this get in my pocket... tee hee... teeheehee... don't worry. It was from the free bucket, that we free-paid for. The one bartender girl brought me another special ($2.25) Coor's Light without my directly asking and then "accidentally" left our bucket of 5 High Lifes (High Lives? - It's a brand though... High Life... plural should be High Lifes... as wrong as that may seem...) off the bill? I'd asked for the bucket shortly after she'd replaced my empty so methinx she felt bad for bringing another without asking what I'd like or if I was done... No harm done though, leaving both the 3rd beer and the entire off the bucket won her a delicious tip and the aim of casual returned service.
*Dane Cook voice a la girls who "just need to dance"* I JUST NEED TO WRITE. I just need it out of me. I don't know how much longer I can let paranoia and past instances of plagiary and thievery beguile me from releasing my secrets into record.
shit. i'm too tired (11:08 -- Abbey's Birthday Hour/Minute) i'ma cuddle up behind her and go asweepies... can't decide if should publish this now and edit tomorrow or edit tomorrow and publish then... perhaps shower........ yes..... shower........
OH SHIT. I HEARD MY AMIIBO ALERT BEEP FROM NOWINSTOCK.NET.
Got a hit for an in stock at Target... for Jiggly puff, initial investigation reveals little, further investigation pending shower...
4.6.15 -- Happy 21st Birthday, Jacob!!
4.7 -- frying fish at 4am. What else would I be doing?
4.7 - 5:56p -- Am I falling behind? Is this too disjointed? Will I be able to edit it together? -SHOULD- I? Why should I?
Listening to 'The Moonlight Sonata.' My all time favorite piece of classical music with 'A Night On Bald Mountain' a very close second.
Windows are open. Fans are on. Most dishes are done. The kitchen is mostly clean. There's still two portions of fried fish in the fridge for later.
I hope Abbey enjoyed her fried mushrooms! ^_______^
Talked with Channing last night. Always what the doctor ordered. Man, I gotta hang out with that kid more.
"Wa (和) or harmony, then, is a key value in Japanese society. One can indeed live a life in the pursuit of individual happiness and self-actualization while at the same time living a life that values being a part of a community and contributing to the society in which one lives."
"Fall down seven times, stand up eight."
Monday, December 14, 2015
It Has Begun
It Has Begun...
Or...
Pre-New Year Resolutions.
8:15a. Just finally dragging myself out of bed to go to the bathroom, been holding it in not just to milk sleep but also to jot a few fots dahn. Will enter them into this entry upon returning.
I want to fly.
Slow down, quiet down, focus.
"The World/Reality Will Chew You Up And Spit You Out."
"Broken [Up] Family."
"I Am Just A Puppet That Can See The Strings."
I want a blue-collar source of income with a white-collar hobby. Not the other way 'round.
CanoPGH - The Canopy Of Pittsburgh? - The Canopy Of The World? Noosphere.
-- CannaPGH -- Locally sourced/made cannabis/coffee energy beverage?
Who I want to be vs. Who I am naturally.
What The Flame Does Not Consume, Consumes The Flame.
I am going to go outside to smoke a Camel Turkish Royal cigarette.
To Do:
>10:30a - Regain 4$ Bottle Deposit from Brookline Beer Distributor for returning my case of Straub 22oz. empties.
Get Abbey's Bus Pass
Print Return Label
Purchase Mailer/Affix Label
Return 'David The Gnome'
Attempt to exchange Greninja, if inapplicable then returned.
** IAmA - AMA - Jesus ver. ** Haha, yeah right!
Got distracted by Mr. Internets as per usual.
9:55a - Going out to smoke aforementioned cig now.
Kinda tired, thought about napping, but life is thankfully keeping me up and awake all on its own. Tryin' hard to surf the wave and ride the momentum....
Gonna finish readin' this one article and then maybe gear up for adventure...
Mr. Tumblrs, you are so distracting!
Talking to my sister via fb messaging about my Uncle Randy's recent passing is really helping me cope with it more. I'm shook and I can seem to focus.
Or...
Pre-New Year Resolutions.
8:15a. Just finally dragging myself out of bed to go to the bathroom, been holding it in not just to milk sleep but also to jot a few fots dahn. Will enter them into this entry upon returning.
I want to fly.
I WANT TO FLY.
Slow down, quiet down, focus.
"The World/Reality Will Chew You Up And Spit You Out."
"Broken [Up] Family."
"I Am Just A Puppet That Can See The Strings."
I want a blue-collar source of income with a white-collar hobby. Not the other way 'round.
CanoPGH - The Canopy Of Pittsburgh? - The Canopy Of The World? Noosphere.
-- CannaPGH -- Locally sourced/made cannabis/coffee energy beverage?
Who I want to be vs. Who I am naturally.
What The Flame Does Not Consume, Consumes The Flame.
I am going to go outside to smoke a Camel Turkish Royal cigarette.
To Do:
>10:30a - Regain 4$ Bottle Deposit from Brookline Beer Distributor for returning my case of Straub 22oz. empties.
Get Abbey's Bus Pass
Print Return Label
Purchase Mailer/Affix Label
Return 'David The Gnome'
Attempt to exchange Greninja, if inapplicable then returned.
** IAmA - AMA - Jesus ver. ** Haha, yeah right!
Got distracted by Mr. Internets as per usual.
9:55a - Going out to smoke aforementioned cig now.
Kinda tired, thought about napping, but life is thankfully keeping me up and awake all on its own. Tryin' hard to surf the wave and ride the momentum....
Gonna finish readin' this one article and then maybe gear up for adventure...
Mr. Tumblrs, you are so distracting!
Talking to my sister via fb messaging about my Uncle Randy's recent passing is really helping me cope with it more. I'm shook and I can seem to focus.
Tuesday, May 5, 2015
I have a briefcase now. Gentlemen, we have some business to attend to.
I have a briefcase now. Gentlemen, we have some business to attend to.
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| "What's inside?!" |
Friday, April 3, 2015
4.3 -- AMIIBO HUNTER 「アミーボ ハンター」 -- 5.29 Release Date Confirmed for Wave 4, July for Wave 5, Wave 6 coming in September
**********[5.29.15 Release Date: CONFIRMED]**********
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| Pac-Man |
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| Wario |
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| Robin |
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| Lucina |
It would also appear that Best Buy is going to be my best bet. A quick lil wiki-search led to me to the intel that GameStop will be featuring Ness as its exclusive amiibo during the wave 5 release, however GS themselves do not seem to feature this information on their website.
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| Jigglypuff in packaging |
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| Jigglypuff |
Oh shit! Jigglypuff seems to be a Target exclusive -AND- is going to be available for pre-order! Hurrah! Praise Arceus!
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| Jigglypuff 「プリン」 |
Greninja is looking to be a Toys R Us exclusive and pre-orders are looking to currently be sold out..
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| Greninja |
Very nice. Lots of time to save, lots of time to plan. It would be really nice to be gainfully employed by then and to be able to afford these on my own...
Also, Lucas has been confirmed as DLC along with the previously known Mewtwo DLC.
Dark Pit and Palutena have been announced for a July release. Ganondorf, Zero-Suit Samus (both of which combined rival the anticipation I had for the Captain Falcon release,) Bowser, Jr., Dr. Mario, and Olimar & Pikmin are all slated for September release supposedly.
Truth Is Said In Jest...
threetwentythree:
"Police officers are typically dressed out in black Gestapo-like uniforms with long overcoats and wearing motorcycle helmets that serve to not only protect the head but to also obfuscate the officers' identities. Through making the police more anonymous an instant distance is created between them and regular citizens, especially the considered enemies of the state, who are simply: people who are still able to feel..."
"Ordo Ab Chao - Deus meumque Jus"
"When you are even with an opponent, it is essential to keep thinking of stabbing him in the face with the tip of your sword in the intervals between the opponent's sword blows and your own sword blows. When you have the intention of stabbing your opponent in the face, he will try to get both his face and body out of the way. In the midst of battle, as soon as an opponent tries to get out of the way, you have already won. Therefore it is imperative not to forget the technique of "stabbing the face." -- Miyamoto Musashi (宮本 武蔵, c. 1584 – June 13, 1645), also known as Shinmen Takezō, Miyamoto Bennosuke or, by his Buddhist name, Niten Dōraku.
"This should be cultivated in the course of practicing martial arts."
Yasuda - yasuda style sushi
nerd
comedian/comic
sumo/martial
artist/fighter/bodybuilder
sushi/sashimi chef/butcher
hunter
gamer/smasher
herbalist/farmer
shaman
artist
writer
actor
filmmaker
photographer - photoblog, no words
STAY IN THE PRESENT
DAILY ACTIVITY THE MOST IMPORTANT
3.24
what if there were no time?
self-cannibalization
the absurd illegality of suicide
"stabbing the face"
no fear of death, but much respect
?the -daily- ten commandments?
ten commandments or ten
restrictions?
The Practical Arts
Food
Clothing
Shelter
Fire
Water
https://youtu.be/ZMByI4s-D-Y
3.25
"You tenacious Goats are famous for climbing with even more determination when the going gets tougher, as if you want to prove that nothing will stop you from reaching the top. Nevertheless, it's challenging to concentrate now if you want to explore every opportunity that arises. Ironically, you might even appear more scattered than you actually are. There's a diabolical method to your madness today, so don't let anyone plant a seed of doubt in your mind.
Believing in yourself is the key toreaching the summit."
3.26
This is -DUMB.- Dis is -SKINKY.-
Where is my Abbey? Why does she have to do all these workytimes to feed me? I will eat less, if it means seeing her more...
So I feel good, more or less, now what?
What's the point of feeling good or of endeavoring so hard to make yourself feel good if there's nothing to be done upon reaching that state?
Helping people in such a way as to embodying "teaching a man to fish" vs. giving him fish.
Making people laugh.
I am here to make you smile.
When you bake a pizza, you eat it.
When you pack a bowl, you smoke it.
When you make happiness, you share it.
There is a sort of 'guilt' or 'shame' that comes with feeling remarkably good. A nagging sense of inadequacy at an inability to transmit the sensation to others. When you are truly happy, you make others happy as well.
When you make others happy, you are truly happy.
WHAT ARE THE MOST DIFFICULT PROBLEMS THAT FACE OTHER PEOPLE THAT THE FORCE OF VISH WOULD BE ABLE TO SOLVE?
7 billion+ individuals
hunger/thirst
disease/sickness
---WHAT ARE YOU LEAVING BEHIND?---
How could I best improve Abbey's life and quality of living?
we think we dream
we dream we think
we think we think
we dream we dream
bored bored bored and lonely
you know you can purchase things directly on/from tumblr now?
what do you have that's worth sharing?
what do you make that's worth sharing?
so bored with everything.
what do I even have to offer...
3.26RO - “For some reason, you will no longer be the person you believed you once were. You'll detect slow and subtle shifts going on all around you, more importantly, shifts in you. Worse, you'll realize it's always been shifting, like a shimmer of sorts, a vast shimmer, only dark like a room. But you won't understand why or how.”
3.26 - "Something profound is coming down the road and as hard as you try to get out of the way, you cannot. Thankfully, physical harm is not likely, yet you may be confronted with the wide gulf between you and your loved ones now. This isn't the time to force a resolution between two people who respond very differently. Instead, stay aware of the feelings that arise, for they reveal where there is work still to be done. Listen to your heart and the mystery will solve itself in its own time."
3.30-4:22pm -- "You are still enjoying the sweet benefits of lovely Venus skipping through your 5th House of Spontaneity. Your involvement in a significant creative project or a new romance may be intensifying, and you're tempted to go overboard as you try to give the performance of your life. This can be quite a memorable day as long as you don't struggle to accomplish the impossible. It's better to thoroughly explore one feeling today than to pursue several different options."
ヒップ
臀部
プッシー
にゃあにゃ
あそこ
プッシユ
my only fears:
myself
grey aliens
trypophobia
wrists
new york city
the fact that memories have been proven to be passed down in DNA most specifically in the case of fear...
Treasure-developed Bangaio, Capcom shooters and fighting games such as Power Stone, Project Justice, Tech Romancer, Mars Matrix and Giga Wing 2, Sega’s own Virtual On: Oratorio Tangram
America Australia Brazil Canada China France Germany India Italy Japan Korea Mexico Netherlands Russia Spain United Kingdom
Thailand? Sweden? Norway? Iceland? Greenland?
Where are the most physically laborious jobs in the world?
Speak down and in to yourself and "Satan."
Speak up and out to yourself and "God."
Faith in God means no need for human interaction or approval.
If you talk to and pay attention to yourself, it's because you believe God's doing a poor job of it.
If you talk to others and listen and pay attention to them, you will hear God.
"Robin (et al, including me) viewed objectively."
さよなら絶望先生
nonfamous, unfamous
oldest kid
youngest man
entelecheia
"In order to become the supreme adult, you must perform the seven wonders:
green graffiti greenfiti?
guerilla warfare, guerilla farming?
anarchist activist?
How would one that aggresively plants things everywhere, regardless of legality, be referred to?
outlaw gardener?
Happy April Fool's Day!
4.1.15 - 3:33p Today will be the last day that I combust cannabis and inhale the resulting smoke until 4.20.
TOLERANCE BREAK: ACTIVATE.
When you stop travelling, you'll arrive.
When you say, "I am here." You'll be there.
4.1-4:01
4.1-4:20
START FROM HERE AND GO FROM THERE.
Lover
Dreamer
Artist
Actor
BodyBuilder
Chef
Trainer
Photographer
Teacher
Fighter
Eater
Gamer
[Joker] Comedian/Comic
Writer
Gonzo Journalist
Fighting Lover, Loving Fighter
THE DAY AFTER THE DAY OF APRIL FOOLS
4.2-4:02p - 4:20p
*Star-Fire voice* "Four hundred and twenty."
Editing, editing... Hoping that amiibo announcement yesterday wasn't a -CRUEL- joke by Nintendo. NOT FUNNY.
4:22p - one of my favorite times of day. 8:22 taking the cake normally. 2:28 a fun close runner up.
Cleaned up a good bit already. Should certainly and will certainly clean more. My life is a mess. Gotta streamline e-mails, social media, stored media, physical media, clothing, furniture, STREAMLINE STREAMLINE STREAMLINE.
So yes then, promptly putting things away, organizing and/or cleaning them, and one of my favorites, getting rid of things! I need to get rid of things!
I need to be more mobile and liquid. I shall endeavor to make as much of my physical possessions liquid assets as possible.
Umbrella, backpack, hat, gloves, scarf, topcoat, undercoat, cardigan, t, thermal, tank, underarmour, belt, underwear, underarmour, knee high toe sox, athletic shorts, black jeans, rowdy, robust, rough n' tumble Vibrams.
4.3
Finally finished Jackie Brown with Abbey last night. I hate watching movies broken up into parts, but I love that I finally got to share one of Quentin's best ever with her.
10:55am
Got a lot accomplished before 10am today. Feeling quite accomplished and rather proud.
A while back our commode chain (the part from the inside of the handle to the plug that pulls up to drain the water into the tank) broke and we'd been lazily using a cleverly placed hanger as a poor substitute. As always seems to be the case in my life, 'Ask and Ye Shall Receive.' Someone, a neighbor, had decided to replace a toilet, apparently, and conveniently enough, happened to leave the old one near our trash. So after kissing Abbey goodbye and seeing her off to work, I ran back upstairs to grab some pliers and then came back down and harvested the chain and the handle. Shortly thereafter I installed them, and bada-bing we have a working handle flush toilet again. Did you hear that? I think I just grew another chest hair. That and/or my beard just got a little longer. Either way, my 'man points' significantly increased today, that's for sure. [+50 to: 'Man Points'] I'm a regular Handy-Man. :)
That's not all, I also cleaned the toilet, the sink, and scrubbed the tub as well.
Dishes are just about done, counter is clean, table is clean, game room is clean, rotated the rug and the coffee table, bedroom is clean.
Should be a nice surprise for her to return home to. ^_______^
saving 10% to give to others. passing on passing on 10% to others. a singular tithe fund with "grants" requiring that 10% be given away.
united tithing
unite tithe
unitithe
consolidating clothing
4.3 - You might try to keep your shrewdly calculating nature in check today, but you can't stop thinking about how to distinguish yourself from the pack. Your ambitions run strong while the evocative Moon is back in your 10th House of Career, bringing out your innate affinity for climbing the ladder of success. However, if you realize that you're being overly aggressive at work, consciously pull in your energy so you can regain a healthier perspective. Time is on your side so use it wisely to bring others with you on your rise to the top.
"Police officers are typically dressed out in black Gestapo-like uniforms with long overcoats and wearing motorcycle helmets that serve to not only protect the head but to also obfuscate the officers' identities. Through making the police more anonymous an instant distance is created between them and regular citizens, especially the considered enemies of the state, who are simply: people who are still able to feel..."
"Ordo Ab Chao - Deus meumque Jus"
"When you are even with an opponent, it is essential to keep thinking of stabbing him in the face with the tip of your sword in the intervals between the opponent's sword blows and your own sword blows. When you have the intention of stabbing your opponent in the face, he will try to get both his face and body out of the way. In the midst of battle, as soon as an opponent tries to get out of the way, you have already won. Therefore it is imperative not to forget the technique of "stabbing the face." -- Miyamoto Musashi (宮本 武蔵, c. 1584 – June 13, 1645), also known as Shinmen Takezō, Miyamoto Bennosuke or, by his Buddhist name, Niten Dōraku.
"This should be cultivated in the course of practicing martial arts."
Yasuda - yasuda style sushi
nerd
comedian/comic
sumo/martial
artist/fighter/bodybuilder
sushi/sashimi chef/butcher
hunter
gamer/smasher
herbalist/farmer
shaman
artist
writer
actor
filmmaker
photographer - photoblog, no words
STAY IN THE PRESENT
DAILY ACTIVITY THE MOST IMPORTANT
3.24
what if there were no time?
self-cannibalization
the absurd illegality of suicide
"stabbing the face"
no fear of death, but much respect
?the -daily- ten commandments?
ten commandments or ten
restrictions?
The Practical Arts
Food
Clothing
Shelter
Fire
Water
https://youtu.be/ZMByI4s-D-Y
3.25
"You tenacious Goats are famous for climbing with even more determination when the going gets tougher, as if you want to prove that nothing will stop you from reaching the top. Nevertheless, it's challenging to concentrate now if you want to explore every opportunity that arises. Ironically, you might even appear more scattered than you actually are. There's a diabolical method to your madness today, so don't let anyone plant a seed of doubt in your mind.
Believing in yourself is the key toreaching the summit."
3.26
This is -DUMB.- Dis is -SKINKY.-
Where is my Abbey? Why does she have to do all these workytimes to feed me? I will eat less, if it means seeing her more...
So I feel good, more or less, now what?
What's the point of feeling good or of endeavoring so hard to make yourself feel good if there's nothing to be done upon reaching that state?
Helping people in such a way as to embodying "teaching a man to fish" vs. giving him fish.
Making people laugh.
I am here to make you smile.
When you bake a pizza, you eat it.
When you pack a bowl, you smoke it.
When you make happiness, you share it.
There is a sort of 'guilt' or 'shame' that comes with feeling remarkably good. A nagging sense of inadequacy at an inability to transmit the sensation to others. When you are truly happy, you make others happy as well.
When you make others happy, you are truly happy.
WHAT ARE THE MOST DIFFICULT PROBLEMS THAT FACE OTHER PEOPLE THAT THE FORCE OF VISH WOULD BE ABLE TO SOLVE?
7 billion+ individuals
hunger/thirst
disease/sickness
---WHAT ARE YOU LEAVING BEHIND?---
How could I best improve Abbey's life and quality of living?
we think we dream
we dream we think
we think we think
we dream we dream
bored bored bored and lonely
you know you can purchase things directly on/from tumblr now?
what do you have that's worth sharing?
what do you make that's worth sharing?
so bored with everything.
what do I even have to offer...
3.26RO - “For some reason, you will no longer be the person you believed you once were. You'll detect slow and subtle shifts going on all around you, more importantly, shifts in you. Worse, you'll realize it's always been shifting, like a shimmer of sorts, a vast shimmer, only dark like a room. But you won't understand why or how.”
3.26 - "Something profound is coming down the road and as hard as you try to get out of the way, you cannot. Thankfully, physical harm is not likely, yet you may be confronted with the wide gulf between you and your loved ones now. This isn't the time to force a resolution between two people who respond very differently. Instead, stay aware of the feelings that arise, for they reveal where there is work still to be done. Listen to your heart and the mystery will solve itself in its own time."
3.30-4:22pm -- "You are still enjoying the sweet benefits of lovely Venus skipping through your 5th House of Spontaneity. Your involvement in a significant creative project or a new romance may be intensifying, and you're tempted to go overboard as you try to give the performance of your life. This can be quite a memorable day as long as you don't struggle to accomplish the impossible. It's better to thoroughly explore one feeling today than to pursue several different options."
ヒップ
臀部
プッシー
にゃあにゃ
あそこ
プッシユ
my only fears:
myself
grey aliens
trypophobia
wrists
new york city
the fact that memories have been proven to be passed down in DNA most specifically in the case of fear...
Treasure-developed Bangaio, Capcom shooters and fighting games such as Power Stone, Project Justice, Tech Romancer, Mars Matrix and Giga Wing 2, Sega’s own Virtual On: Oratorio Tangram
America Australia Brazil Canada China France Germany India Italy Japan Korea Mexico Netherlands Russia Spain United Kingdom
Thailand? Sweden? Norway? Iceland? Greenland?
Where are the most physically laborious jobs in the world?
Speak down and in to yourself and "Satan."
Speak up and out to yourself and "God."
Faith in God means no need for human interaction or approval.
If you talk to and pay attention to yourself, it's because you believe God's doing a poor job of it.
If you talk to others and listen and pay attention to them, you will hear God.
"Robin (et al, including me) viewed objectively."
さよなら絶望先生
nonfamous, unfamous
oldest kid
youngest man
entelecheia
"In order to become the supreme adult, you must perform the seven wonders:
- Public speaking
- Not being afraid of teenagers
- Calling the doctor yourself
- Taxes
- Arguing without crying
- Having a normal sleep pattern
- Having an answer to the question ‘what do you want to do with your life?’"
green graffiti greenfiti?
guerilla warfare, guerilla farming?
anarchist activist?
How would one that aggresively plants things everywhere, regardless of legality, be referred to?
outlaw gardener?
Happy April Fool's Day!
4.1.15 - 3:33p Today will be the last day that I combust cannabis and inhale the resulting smoke until 4.20.
TOLERANCE BREAK: ACTIVATE.
When you stop travelling, you'll arrive.
When you say, "I am here." You'll be there.
4.1-4:01
4.1-4:20
START FROM HERE AND GO FROM THERE.
Lover
Dreamer
Artist
Actor
BodyBuilder
Chef
Trainer
Photographer
Teacher
Fighter
Eater
Gamer
[Joker] Comedian/Comic
Writer
Gonzo Journalist
Fighting Lover, Loving Fighter
THE DAY AFTER THE DAY OF APRIL FOOLS
4.2-4:02p - 4:20p
*Star-Fire voice* "Four hundred and twenty."
Editing, editing... Hoping that amiibo announcement yesterday wasn't a -CRUEL- joke by Nintendo. NOT FUNNY.
4:22p - one of my favorite times of day. 8:22 taking the cake normally. 2:28 a fun close runner up.
Cleaned up a good bit already. Should certainly and will certainly clean more. My life is a mess. Gotta streamline e-mails, social media, stored media, physical media, clothing, furniture, STREAMLINE STREAMLINE STREAMLINE.
So yes then, promptly putting things away, organizing and/or cleaning them, and one of my favorites, getting rid of things! I need to get rid of things!
I need to be more mobile and liquid. I shall endeavor to make as much of my physical possessions liquid assets as possible.
Umbrella, backpack, hat, gloves, scarf, topcoat, undercoat, cardigan, t, thermal, tank, underarmour, belt, underwear, underarmour, knee high toe sox, athletic shorts, black jeans, rowdy, robust, rough n' tumble Vibrams.
4.3
Finally finished Jackie Brown with Abbey last night. I hate watching movies broken up into parts, but I love that I finally got to share one of Quentin's best ever with her.
10:55am
Got a lot accomplished before 10am today. Feeling quite accomplished and rather proud.
A while back our commode chain (the part from the inside of the handle to the plug that pulls up to drain the water into the tank) broke and we'd been lazily using a cleverly placed hanger as a poor substitute. As always seems to be the case in my life, 'Ask and Ye Shall Receive.' Someone, a neighbor, had decided to replace a toilet, apparently, and conveniently enough, happened to leave the old one near our trash. So after kissing Abbey goodbye and seeing her off to work, I ran back upstairs to grab some pliers and then came back down and harvested the chain and the handle. Shortly thereafter I installed them, and bada-bing we have a working handle flush toilet again. Did you hear that? I think I just grew another chest hair. That and/or my beard just got a little longer. Either way, my 'man points' significantly increased today, that's for sure. [+50 to: 'Man Points'] I'm a regular Handy-Man. :)
That's not all, I also cleaned the toilet, the sink, and scrubbed the tub as well.
Dishes are just about done, counter is clean, table is clean, game room is clean, rotated the rug and the coffee table, bedroom is clean.
Should be a nice surprise for her to return home to. ^_______^
saving 10% to give to others. passing on passing on 10% to others. a singular tithe fund with "grants" requiring that 10% be given away.
united tithing
unite tithe
unitithe
consolidating clothing
4.3 - You might try to keep your shrewdly calculating nature in check today, but you can't stop thinking about how to distinguish yourself from the pack. Your ambitions run strong while the evocative Moon is back in your 10th House of Career, bringing out your innate affinity for climbing the ladder of success. However, if you realize that you're being overly aggressive at work, consciously pull in your energy so you can regain a healthier perspective. Time is on your side so use it wisely to bring others with you on your rise to the top.
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