Wednesday, August 31, 2016

8 29

What was the “216 years” thing for the Eclipse about?

Miura: Ah, that’s just when solar eclipses happen at the same place.

–Oh, so that’s what it means.

Miura: Yeah, and if you divide it by a thousand years you get exactly five people. Just happened to work out.

–Interesting.

Editor: This guy at the astronomy observatory told us. And then, 216 is also 6 times 6 times 6.

–So it happens to be 6 x 6 x 6, *and* it’s a solar eclipse year? It’s got an almost numerological mystique to it.

Miura: Maybe that’s where the whole 666 thing comes from.

–Ah, true, like in The Omen. Oh, I get it now, so that’s why it’s the number of the Devil. Pretty well thought-out, really. Cool.

Miura: This is something a fan told me, but in a peasants’ rebellion or revolutionary war or something in Germany a long time ago there was this knight who used to fight with a metal prosthetic arm because he’d lost his right arm to cannon fire, and apparently his name was Gotz. But I only found out after.

–So Guts wasn’t based on him or anything.

Miura: Total synchronicity. ♦

7:44a

楽土

9:35a

He's based off descriptions of Biblical angels as both stunningly beautiful and offputtingly alien and androgenous. More specifically Lucifer who was the most beautiful.

8.31 - 9:48p

竜殺しの大剣

啓示

8 26

http://marvel.wikia.com/wiki/Wade_Wilson_(Earth-90211)

In the 1980s, Wade Wilson, as Deadpool, was hired by Galactus to kill the Beyonder in retaliation for merging M.O.D.O.K. to Galactus's rear end in exchange for the Continuity Cube. Armed with the Recton Expungifier, the only weapon which could kill the Beyonder, Wilson traced his target to a nightclub and was subsequently enticed into the Beyonder's partying lifestyle - and in the process gained Jheri curls.

While hanging out with the Beyonder in a flying limousine, Spider-Man broke into the car and demanded the Beyonder remove the Symbiote costume from him. Spider-Man was then shot out of the limousine by Beyonder's driver and singer Bobby Oceanic. The Symbiote departed Peter Parker's body and merged with Wilson, and the two became "Venompool".

After years of partying, the Beyonder grew tired of all the fun, and returned Venompool to the world. Venompool was snapped out of Beyonder's magic and tried to resume his contract to kill Beyonder, but then realized he had pawned the Recton Expungifier. Venompool got himself clean by kidnapping and selling a drunken Tony Stark to A.I.M.. He used his money to start his life over until he finally spent all his money away and deciding to become a real hero. Unfortunately, Venompool couldn't apply to become a member any famous superhero teams such as the Fantastic Four, the Avengers, or the Defenders due to possessing the now unpopular Jheri curls. Knowing what he had to do, Venompool tried to remove his Jheri curls by using a bell tower. The ringing of the bells freed him from the Jheri curls.

Despite being rid of the Jheri curls, Venompool's actions as a "hero", the slaughtering of small time crooks, only left mindless violence in his wake. Venompool was once again looked down and frowned upon by society. Venompool was advised by a passing police officer to entering the Secret Wars, a series of fights between heroes and underdeveloped villains, in order to boost his recognition. Venompool was criticized by the Sentry, one of the contenders, for not "getting" superheroes. He then left the Secret Wars to find another way to be significant.

Venompool went back to where he pawned the Recton Expungifier and bought the gun back to resume killing the Beyonder. He then made a fake phone call and told Beyonder that he was throwing a gala event celebrating the Beyonder's life in his apartment. Beyonder agreed to make an appearance and Venompool waited for his arrival. The Beyonder arrived with Venompool's archnemesis, Carnage Curl, a female offshoot of his symbiote-sentient Jheri curls. Venompool engaged Carnage Curl and Beyonder on the Hairy Spranger talk show. During the show, Venompool learned to his shock that Carnage Curl was pregnant which led to a surprise guest from Galactus who revealed that he was responsible for impregnating Carnage Curl and then began to fight with Beyonder, causing Earth to be destroyed. Venompool, however, survived and having enough of Galactus and Beyonder, erased them from existence with the Recton Expungifier and saving the Earth.

Venompool was hailed as a hero and gained the recognition he deserved. Although he had become very relevant, he felt that something was still missing. While being interviewed during the premiere of his movie, he noticed Thor was gaining admiration. This made Venompool realize that other people were also being admired so he decided to wipe out anyone who was appreciated for their heroic deeds. Over the next year, Venompool killed every hero and villain, leaving only the more attractive ones alive for adoration purposes. He became the world's only, and thus most important, superhero. He was covered exclusively by the media and his adventures were more significant than any hero's had ever been. Everything he did had a ripple effect in the world where he really, really mattered. Unfortunately, he didn't handle the success with grace. Instead, it was an opportunity to decry all those who opposed him along the way to becoming king of the world. He soon gave in to his own ego, fueled by his long past rejection, and a desperate insecurity that no success could quell. But still, with all the power he had, he realized he was empty and nothing made him feel like the success he worked so hard to achieve.

Venompool underwent therapy by Doc Samson, who explained to Venompool that his problems were the result of the Beyonder's rejection which caused Venompool's inner state to defend himself from the world with a wall of arrogance and ego. As a result, it turned this inner defense mechanism against the world. Samson concluded that it was common for him and other people who felt persecuted to be blind to the reality that he was just a jerk who no one wanted around. Venompool killed Samson, but Samson's comment led Venompool the startling revelation that he needed to grow and evolve as a human, learn from his mistakes and become a better person for its own sake, even when no one was watching. But unfortunately, his true self was an "unredeemable ass". Instead of doing what he should have done, Venompool erased himself and the universe with the Recton Expungifier.

He apparently survived the destruction of his universe and was later seen recruited by Dreadpool to root out the remaining members of the Deadpool Corps. [1]

He was killed in the Multiversal Deadpool war.[2]
Powers and Abilities
Powers
Seemingly those of Wade Wilson of Earth-616 plus those of Venom of Earth-616.

Paraphernalia
Equipment
Thor's hammer, Captain America's Shield

http://marvel.wikia.com/wiki/Earth-10011

A universe where "death was defeated", the Cancerverse is a reality where nothing dies and life has expanded exponentially, resulting in a universe-wide living corpse. Eternal life fueled by the unseen "many-angled ones", every living being in this universe has seemingly been corrupted and turned to their servitude.

Following the launching of the T-Bomb by the Inhumans of Earth-616 and its subsequent detonation during a battle between that universe's Black Bolt and Vulcan, a breach, known as the Fault, was formed in Earth-616, creating a bridge to this corrupted universe. Several expeditions by Earth-616 entities have led to numerous encounters with the Cancerverse entities, including that reality's Avengers (known as the "Revengers") and X-Men.

Upon discovering the vast room to expand in this universe, the forces of the Cancerverse have launched a campaign to invade Earth-616 and rid it of the abstract entity and very concept of Death.

http://marvel.wikia.com/wiki/Death_(Earth-616)

Mortal beings have always strove to make sense of and control their surroundings. This tendency leads to anthropomorphism, the assignment of mortal motivations to impersonal processes or forces. Personifying these forces creates the expectation that communication with them, and thus influence over them, is possible. Traditionally, ordinary mortals have little or no success in swaying Death once it selects a victim.

This same Mistress Death formed an attachment to Deadpool, whose curse is to be unable to die. These star-crossed lovers can therefore never be together.

When Thanos was brought back to life by the Universal Church of Truth, Death didn't interfere, since she knew Thanos would be vital in stopping the inhabitants of the Cancerverse from conquering Earth-616 and thus eliminating death. She couldn't enter the Cancerverse until Thanos was almost killed by the dark version of Captain Marvel, but when she did, she immediately devastated the Cancerverse, killing the dark Captain Marvel and every other being in the deathless universe. Thanos, however, remained alive, and Death, for some reason, ignored him yet again.[citation needed]

During Wolverine's loss of his healing factor, he became vulnerable. He decided to rediscover his martial arts by training with Iron Fist and Shang-Chi and the three of them went to Itsukushima Island. They battled Sabretooth's Hand Ninjas.[3] After Logan encountered Death, she helps him accept his unavoidable death.

Thanos, in an effort to keep Deadpool away from his beloved Death, cursed him never to die. However, the embodiment of Death had also been kidnapped by Eternity, meaning nothing else in the universe could die either, causing untold chaos throughout the universe. When Deadpool, believing Thanos responsible, arrived on Thanos' ship to defeat him, Thanos rescinded his curse, turning Deadpool into the only mortal creature in the universe, then killed him.[5]

However, upon realizing that Death would only speak to Wade, Thanos resurrected him in order to save her.[5] When the pair managed to travel to Eternity's Realm and encounter him personally, Thanos attacked mercilessly, blaming Eternity for all of his life's ills. Wilson, realizing that this was what Death wanted all along, attacked Thanos and was possessed by the Uni-Power, giving Deadpool the powers of Captain Universe. Using those powers, Deadpool and Thanos fought on equal ground, but Deadpool's speech during the fight convinced Death of the validity of life's existence and caused Mistress Death to whisk Thanos away, for a later purpose and to return to her own, restoring mortality to the universe.

***

Real estate agent Arthur Douglas, his wife Yvette, and daughter Heather, were driving across the Mojave Desert from Las Vegas to Los Angeles when a spaceship carrying the mad Titan named Thanos passed overhead on a surveillance mission to Earth. Wishing to keep his existence a secret, Thanos destroyed the automobile in case its passengers had seen his ship, and then landed to make certain they were dead. Satisfied that they were, Thanos left. Unknown to the Titan, his father Mentor had been monitoring his activities on Earth to examine his son's latest handiwork. Mentor discovered that Heather Douglas was still alive, and took her back to Titan to be raised. She later returned to Earth as Moondragon.

***

Before all was, I was. Before time was, I waited. I fed on the screaming souls of the universes. I drank the spoiled milk of dead stars. I am the emptiness outside all understanding. I am Shuma-Gorath.
-- Shuma-Gorath

6:26p
8.26.2016

6:28p

1-7, 8-14, 15-21, 22-28, 29, 30, 31, 1, 2, 3

The Last Laugh

8 25

疾走

1:10p

Don't Wake Me Up

Messenger of Fear in sight
Dark deception kills the light

Hybrid children watch the sea
Pray for Father, roaming free

fearless Wretch
insanity
He watches
lurking beneath the sea
great Old One
forbidden site
He searches
Hunter of the Shadows is rising
immortal
in madness You dwell

Crawling Chaos, underground
cult has summoned, twisted sound

Out from ruins once possessed
fallen city, living death

fearless Wretch
insanity
He watches
lurking beneath the sea
timeless sleep
has been upset
He awakens
Hunter of the Shadows is rising
immortal
in madness You dwell
Not dead which eternal lie
stranger eons Death may die

drain you of your sanity
face The Thing That Should Not Be

fearless Wretch
insanity
He watches
lurking beneath the sea
timeless sleep
has been upset
He awakens
Hunter of the Shadows is rising
immortal
in madness You dwell

Hunter of the Shadows is rising...

1:18p

"Don't Wake Me Up"

You came to me
In seamless sleep
Slipped right in
Behind my eye
On the back of my mind
We swam a sea
Of pretty sights and chandelier skies
I swore I could feel you breathe
It was all so real to me

The light had slipped through the window
The morning ripped you away oh

Don't wake me up
I am still dreaming
The story's undone
Unravel at the seams
Don't wake me up
Death is misleading
And when I fall asleep
Sleep with your ghost

I looked in the dark
The room calm and cold
And quiet hollow
I am such a haunted soul
Your ghost has gone to bed
Its all cold

The light had slipped through the window
The morning ripped you away oh

Don't wake me up
I am still dreaming
The story's undone
Unravel at the seams
Don't wake me up
Death is misleading
And when I fall asleep
Sleep with a ghost

Oh you were a fire caught in a storm
Memories like embers keep us warm
You will leave me in the morning
leave me

The light had slipped through the window
The morning ripped you away oh

1:20a

"Why he look like a Wii Mii though?"

1:30a

1:48a

"Maybe Griffith and Guts are symptoms that affect boys. When a boy seriously tries to do something, he could become either one. — Kentaro Miura"

Griffith + Guts = ???

grey, brown, purple, green.... yellow...

3:12a

3:51a

1 face 2 face 3 & 4
Never knocks upon my door
Always looking evermore
I never sleep now I am sore
5 6 7 8
It doesn’t matter early late
I beg that God will change my fate
With every fruitless sad debate
Hunger sits and it will wait

4:09a

seepy...

berserk chapter 309...

4:25a

Smoke Break...

4:44a

Finishing toriko ep 1...

5:14a

finished...

ch. 311

6:23a

ch. 312
6:24a
ch. 313

7:03a

ch. 314

7:08a

self-cannibalizing octopus...

7:49a

The sea squirt (with a tadpole-like shape) contains a ganglion "brain" in its head, which it digests after attaching itself to a rock and becoming stationary, forming an anemone-like organism. This has been used as evidence that the purpose of brain and nervous tissue is primarily to produce movement.

8:01a

Erysichthon from Greek mythology ate himself in insatiable hunger given him, as a punishment, by Demeter.
In an Arthurian tale, King Agrestes of Camelot goes mad after massacring the Christian disciples of Josephus within his city, and eats his own hands.
Stephen King's short story "Survivor Type", about a man trapped on a small island.
In the novel Hannibal, Hannibal Lecter recalls psychologically manipulating Mason Verger into eating his own nose and feeding his face to his dog. Lecter also feeds Paul Krendler part of his own brain.
In the Hannibal television series, Lecter's manipulation of Verger and Verger's self-cannibalism are depicted onscreen. Lecter also amputates all Abel Gideon's limbs and feeds portions of them to Gideon over the course of several meals.
Autopsy's song "Severed Survival" is about resorting to self-cannibalism after being stranded on a barren island.
The Rammstein song "Mein Teil" tells the story (inspired by Armin Meiwes) of a man having a body part (implied to be his penis) cut off, which he then cooks and eats as part of a candlelight dinner.
The short story "The Savage Mouth" by Japanese science fiction writer Sakyo Komatsu deals with self-cannibalism.
In the Japanese horror movie Naked Blood, a woman eats herself with a knife and fork, after taking pain dulling drugs.
Banica Conchita from the Evillious Chronicles series eats herself in the music video Evil Food Eater Conchita after she develops a 'taste' for the servants and chef.
In Norse mythology, the World Serpent Jörmungandr is said to be biting its own tail, surrounding the world.
The December 31, 2011 guest comic for the comic strip Bizarro featured a man about to eat a hand sandwich. It is titled "Radical Locavore".[12]
Self-cannibalism is the base of the plot of a science fiction horror short story The Boneless One by Alec Nevala-Lee, in "The Year's Best Science Fiction: Twenty-Ninth Annual Collection" (called "autophagy" there).
In the Mel Brooks parodic film Spaceballs, the character Pizza the Hutt is said to have eaten himself "to death" after getting locked in his car.
In the show Friends, Monica is said to have eaten small portions of her right upper arm.
In George R. R. Martin's novel A Clash of Kings, following her forced marriage to Ramsay Snow and being locked away, Lady Hornwood is found dead of hunger after presumably eating her own fingers.
In the horror novel Ritual by Graham Masterton, an exclusive dining club exists wherein the members remove and cook their own body parts before eating them.
In the manga series One Piece, after being stranded on an island, Zeff ate his own, previously severed leg to avoid starving to death.
In the show Firefly, Reavers eat themselves, as well as doing numerous other extreme body modifications.
In the game The Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind a sickness called Corprus causes some victims' bodies to grow tumorous tissue on the extremities, which they cut off and consume. Found pieces called Corprus Flesh can be consumed by the player.

8:26a

A disturbance of the search phase of courtship manifests as voyeurism, a disturbance of the pretactile interaction phase manifests as exhibitionism or telephone scatologia, a disturbance of the tactile interaction phase manifests as toucheurism or frotteurism, and the absence of the courtship behavior phases manifests as paraphilic rape (i.e., biastophilia).

9:06a

Sophophilia

Sthenolagnia

9:07a
9:08a

Autassassinophilia

9:16a

Anásyrma

9:34a

邪視

9:36a

Matthew 6:23 "If thine eye be evil" – The evil eye as ungenerosity of spirit, hence darkness / blindness / evil itself. (A saying of Jesus.)

9:43a

Thus, for example, the President of the Italian Republic, Giovanni Leone, shocked the country when, while in Naples during an outbreak of cholera, he shook the hands of patients with one hand while with the other behind his back he made the corna. This act was well documented by the journalists and photographers who were right behind him, a fact that had escaped President Leone's mind in that moment.

10:26a

http://phenomena.nationalgeographic.com/2012/08/16/robots-in-disguise-soft-bodied-walking-machine-can-camouflage-itself/

10:35a

Greater than racism, greater than sexism, greater even than classism is: ageism.

11:11a

pre-315 image search

11:42a

My freedom thus consists in my moving about within the narrow frame that I have assigned myself for each one of my undertakings. I shall go even further: my freedom will be so much the greater and more meaningful the more narrowly I limit my field of action and the more I surround myself with obstacles. Whatever diminishes constraint, diminishes strength. The more constraints one imposes, the more one frees one’s self of the chains that shackle the spirit.—Igor Stravinsky, Poetics of Music in the Form of Six Lessons

12:53p

The Beast of Darkness bears some similarities with the Jungian concept of the Shadow, being a part of the mind where all of the worst parts of a person coalesce into a conscious form. A Shadow will only get stronger the more it is denied, as the Beast of Darkness does.

1p

Slan is a sadomasochist who thrives on cruelty and the effect it has on others, having influenced the foundation of pagan cults who know her as the Goddess of Flames and revere her through cannibalistic blood orgies and drugs that open a person's mind to visions of the future. She personifies lust and the evils associated with it. Like the other God Hand members, she can see into the future and manipulate causality.

1:23p

Slans are evolved humans, named after their alleged creator, Samuel Lann. They have the psychic abilities to read minds and are super-intelligent. They possess near limitless stamina, "nerves of steel," and superior strength and speed. When Slans are ill or seriously injured, they go into a healing trance automatically.

There are two kinds of Slans. One has tendrils and can read the minds of ordinary humans and telepathically communicate with other Slans. The tendrils are golden in color, making it easy to spot a Slan. These Slans are hunted to near extinction. The other type of Slan is tendrilless. They are still super intelligent but do not have psychic capabilities, only the ability to hide their thoughts from the first type of Slan. Kier Gray is the leader of the human society and vows to exterminate the Slans.

3:19p

Wolverine told Jean Grey that he once survived for six months under a glacier by eating strips of his own arm (with the healing factor re-growing it back).

Deadpool has claimed to have hacked Wolverine's Tumblr account.

According to Vindicator it is not Wolverine's powers or fighting skills that make him dangerous. It is his mind that makes him dangerous.

>800+lbs.

3:3p

Maximum Intelligence | Fangs | Pointed Ears | Acute Healing Factor | Acute Claws | Brown Eyes | Brown Hair | Auburn Beard | 6' | ~200lbs. | Acute Reality Manipulation | Probability Alteration (Luck) | Charisma | In-Human Hunger/Appetite | Peak Human Strength | Acute Aura/Energy Sensing | Heightened Senses | Indomitable Will | Telepathic Immunity | 4 Limbs | 5 Fingers/Toes | Acute Precognition | Astral Projection | Dream Manipulation | Animal Communication | Enhanced Speed/Agility | Below Average to Indefinite Stamina | Power Dampening/Enhancing | Heightened Reflexes | Insulated Weather Adaptation | Master Martial Artist | Master Marksman | Master Swordsman | Master Acrobat | Acute Night Vision | Master Tactician and Strategist | Cosmic Awareness | Time Traveler | Interdimensional Traveler | Temporal Paradox | Hyperosmia | Acute Technopathy | Reality Warpers | Dimensioal Ruler | Power Bestowal

(Charisma on par and occasionally exceeding Constantine/Loki/Lucifer)

Incalculable Strength | Total Reality Manipulation | Omnipotence | Omniscience | Eyes??? | Hair/Beard??? | 6 limbs | 8 Fingers/6 Toes |

4:28

Intelligence: (6) Super-Genius
Strength: (3) Peak Human
Speed: (2) Normal
Durability: (3) Enhanced ({3.5}Acutely regenerative)
Energy Projection: (1.5) Ability to discharge energy on contact
Fighting Ability: (6) Master of several forms of combat

Intelligence: (7) Omniscient
Strength: (7) Incalculable
Speed: (7) Warp Speed
Durability: (7) Virtually Indestructible
Energy Projection: (7) Virtually unlimited command of all forms of energy
Fighting Ability: (7) Master of all forms of combat

***** (yin/yang - light/dark) (white outline humanoid//darkshadowvish)
Intelligence: (4/6) Gifted/Super-Genius
Strength: (5/4) (25-75)/Superhuman (800lb.-25tons)
Speed: (3/5) 700mph< /Mach-2 through Orbital Velocity
Durability: (6) Superhuman
Energy Projection: (7/2) Virtually unlimited command of all forms of energy/Ability to dischage enegy on contact
Fighting Ability: (7/6) Master of all forms of combat/Maste of seveal foms of combat
*****

Accelerated Healing Factor: Rogers' healing speed and efficiency is at the highest limits of human potential, which means he can heal faster than most humans. The white blood cells (WBCs) and the SSS in his body are efficient enough to fight off any microbe, foreign body and others from his body keeping him healthy and immune to all infections, diseases and disorders, also Rogers cannot become intoxicated by alcohol, drugs, or impurities in the air and is immune to terrestrial diseases. He is also immune to hypnosis or gases that could limit his focus. He is genetically perfect.

intelligence gathering, escape arts, demolition, survival tactics, hunting, swimming, mountaineering, decoding cipher and other secret code messages, reading and making wood craft signs and other secret code languages, disguising, interrogation, computers, explosives, communication systems, vehicles and electronic appliances

Indomitable Will: Rogers is a very strong-willed person. He is able to overcome most forms of temptation and resist the effects of extreme pain, drugs and toxins to a great extent. Rogers accepts his own mortality, and refuses to rob any sapient being of their freedom. During the Destiny War, he destroyed the Forever Crystal, deciding it was too dangerous to exist, despite the many benefits of its power. Rogers is also capable of resisting all forms of mind control; only the strongest willed individuals have a chance of enslaving him.

Professional Sketch Artist: He has great artistic skill which he developed from childhood. Rogers often worked as a freelance illustrator and sketch artist even loaning his skills to the NYPD for a time. He enjoys drawing and does so with his free time.

Steve Rogers has been shown to be worthy of wielding Mjolnir.
He is one of few people capable of accessing Iron Man's armory, and is one of two foreigners entrusted with the Black Panther's technology.

Captain America + Deadpool + Dr. Strange + Silver Surfer + Vision + Shuma-Gorath = Vish???

Beast, Wolverine,

Doctor Manhattan, Guts, Zodd, Kamina, Simon, LordGenome, Goku, Vegeta, Piccolo, Hellboy, Spawn, THE MAXX,

Flash, Batman, Superman, Martian Manhunter, Joker,

Batman acknowledged in the JLA/Avengers crossover that it is possible Captain America could beat him, but it would take him a very long time.

Steve Rogers is one of the few people that Deadpool truly respects, due to Captain America being Wade's childhood hero. Since both gained their abilities as a result of experimentation, Rogers empathizes with Wade, and is one of the few heroes shown to genuinely like the Merc with the Mouth.

"... The crusade to oblierate existence has begun... And Deadpool is the progenitor of all things!"
-- A Watcher

a Watcher appears and informs him that Deadpools across the multiverse have been targeted for extinction as "Deadpool is the progenitor of all things."

6:2p

Hannibal King
Hannibal King is a very strong-willed person. He is able to overcome the bloodlust that effects all Vampires. He refuses to use most of his vampire powers in his day to day work. Refuses to use his hypnotic powers as to rob any sentient creature of their identity or control.[13]
Red Wolf
Red Wolf as a result of being a tribesman, Talltrees is nearly impossible to be tricked or persuaded into doing something that he does not agree with. His bond with himself is so strong, it's said to block out telepathy altogether.[14]
Sun God
Sun God is absolutely unyielding in his morality, in the face of even the greatest threats and temptations: unlike the superbeings of the innumerable other Earths the Black Swan bore witness to the destruction of, Sun God refused to even entertain the idea of destroying another Earth to save his own from the danger of the Incursions, determined to find another way every time even in the face of the Illuminati's assault.

Many animals have evolved camouflage, but nobody quite pulls it off as beautifully as the octopus and its tentacled cousin the cuttlefish. These invertebrates, which belong to a group called cephalopods, are covered in microscopic pigment organs that they can squeeze and stretch to take on the patterns around them. They can curl their tentacles to assume different shapes, and they can even change the texture of their skin to bumpy or smooth, as necessity demands.

7:39p

The Judge, The One, The First, The Ultimate Fan-Boy, The Cosmic Nerd, The Cosmic Ego, The Narcissist, The Solipsist, The Only, The Last, The Demi-Urge, Vitamin V
-- Joshua Grant Vish! AKA JOSHVISH! AKA Mister Vish AKA The Dark Doctor

The Remeberer And The Forgetter

The Dreamer and The Dream

The Dream That Dreams Itself...

Jesus, God, Yahweh, Jehovah, El, Zeus, Odin

Shadow Vish, Dark Vish, Anti-Vish, Nega-Vish

Lucifer, Loki, Azazel

The Last Laugh

Self-Aware, Self-Cannibalizing, Self-Incestual, Self-Obsessed, Self-Propagating, Narcissistic Masturbation Addict.

"I", "Me", J, V,

x - 1 = y
y + 1 = x

Story-Teller
Listener
Watcher
Reader
The Story

Self-Aware Story, The Story That Tells Itself, The Story That Listens To Itself, The Story That Writes Itself, The Story That Reads Itself, The Self-Contained Story

[The] First One [To] Awake, [The] Last One [To Fall] Asleep

First One Awake, Last One Asleep

The Last Laugh

--THE LAST LAUGH.--

8 23

8.23

6:56p

2 40s -- food specials don't start until 8... 9-11 $1.50 high life...

6:57p

40 #1 and a royal on the back patio...

7:09p

Still feel the urge for -somethin'-... dunno quite what it is...
cannabis?? sex?? I dunno... I dunno...

7:10p

Gonna read an article then start toriko...

Shower some time after that... before abbey gets home...

I'd like to try to watch mr and mrs smith when she gets home... definitely wanna go get some grub first though...

7:11p

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Selfish_herd_theory

7:19p

If the leader chooses an escape strategy that promotes the dispersal of the slowest member of the herd, he may endanger himself—causing dissipation of his protective buffer. Five types of herd leadership have been proposed based on the decisions of the leader:

Seemingly cooperative leadership- route chosen by the leader happens to be beneficial to the entire herd
Openly selfish leadership- route chosen by the leader minimizes his predation risk, but does not minimize the total predation risk of the herd
Seemingly altruistic leadership- route chosen by the leader may be favorable to the majority of the herd, but may be difficult for the fastest members
Seemingly populist leadership- route chosen by the leader is easier for the slowest members to follow, but may be harder for other members
Apparently spiteful leadership- route chosen by the leader is difficult for all to follow, but is nearly impossible for the slowest members to follow
Although some types of escape are seemingly altruistic, they promote the stability of the herd, and thus decrease the predation risk of the leader. This choice is often affected by the terrain of the area.

Although the selfish herd promotes decreased predation risk to many of its members, a variety of risks have been associated with such aggregations. Groupings may make prey more conspicuous to predators and may increase intraspecific competition. Furthermore, individuals in the desired central positions may have lower feeding rates and may be less vigilant.

7:21p

Many fish, such as minnows, school to reduce predation risk.
Adelie penguins frequently wait to jump into the water until they have formed an aggregate to protect the majority from seal predation.
Redshanks in widely spaced groupings are 35% more likely to be targeted by sparrowhawk predators.
Mammals that inhabit open plains typically form aggregations likely to be associated with reduced predation risk.
Sheep move to the centre of the herd upon the presence of a predator.
Gregarious caterpillars, such as the Forest Tent Caterpillar, always forage in groups to reduce predation risk.

7:22p

Although the selfish herd theory is widely accepted, it has been criticized, or deemed implausible in certain situations. One popular criticism is that the theory may not fully account for aggregations in 3-dimensional space, in which predatory attacks may come from above or below. This means that the grouping behavior of flying birds and some aquatic animals are unlikely to be explained by the selfish herd theory. Others say that the theory may require complex movement rules that are too difficult for an animal to follow. Other mechanisms have been proposed to better explain the grouping behavior of animals, such as the confusion hypothesis. Research has indicated that this hypothesis is more likely in small groups (2-7 members), however, and that further increasing group size has little effect.

7:23p

Mostly jargon explaining what I and we already know and understand on an instinctual level...

7:25p

Toriko episode one...

In the world where the taste and texture of food are very important there is Toriko, a hunter of precious foods regularly hired by restaurants and the rich. A man with inhuman skills to capture the ferocious, evasive and rare animals to complete his ultimate dinner course and then the chef Komatsu, his current accomplice: a weak timid person who was inspired by Toriko's greatness and accompanies him on all his journeys on his quest for the course of his life.

Potato says: "OMG, please don't watch this I am begging you read the MANGA!! STAY away from this thing. it's probably the worse Anime aaptation of Shōnen manga I have ever seen. There is like so much censorship, filler their own version of story it's literally garbage. The animation overall is garbage. Toei is the worst company ever even though they make so much money they can't put an effort into making the Anime better smh."

I'll check the manga out after the first 3 eps... I was planning to anyway...

7:26p

internet actin wonky....

7:31p

*long exhale*

Feels so good to let my hair down...

7:32p

8:08p

Cartoon food looks so fuckin' good.....

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8.22.2016
12:47p

Ohayo.

1:10p

citus geen tea efeshe...

1:13p

Kubo is the latest from Laika, an American animation house specializing in stop-motion animation, particularly in creepy or macabre animated films. Laika did contract work for Tim Burton’s weirdly compelling Corpse Bride, but its own first feature film was the darkly brilliant Coraline, directed by Henry Selick (The Nightmare Before Christmas) from a story by Neil Gaiman.

Kubo largely breaks out of this rut, in part by abandoning the horror kitsch milieu and seeking inspiration in a wholly new direction. Set in a mythic ancient Japan, it’s a colorful, swashbuckling folk tale that celebrates sweeping landscapes, music, storytelling, origami, martial arts, bushido (the samurai ethic), filial piety and parental sacrifice. There is also sashimi. I’m so there.

2:32p

The mythology of Princess Kaguya includes a race of celestial beings who live on the moon, a divine realm free of sorrow and grief, but also of love and compassion. One such being comes to Earth and forms human attachments, but, eventually, her people come for her, and, against her will, her human memories are taken away, and she returns to the heartless serenity of her people.

“cold and hard and perfect”

2:5p

4:11p

*spoiler* are you telling me that this was the most elaborate assisted fucking suicide plot in the history of the universe wtf those poor girls *spoiler* 

4:15p
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experiment: i am now going to attempt to greedily coalesce the high from all individuals that will light up precisely at 4:20p

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Feeling quite sobe...

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Mello Mood peach raspberry

6:28p

Semelparity and iteroparity refer to the reproductive strategy of an organism. A species is considered semelparous if it is characterized by a single reproductive episode before death, and iteroparous if it is characterized by multiple reproductive cycles over the course of its lifetime. Some plant scientists use the parallel terms monocarpy and polycarpy.

6:29p

The word semelparity was coined by evolutionary biologist Lamont Cole, and comes from the Latin semel 'once, a single time' and pario 'to beget'. Semelparity is also known as "big bang" reproduction, since the single reproductive event of semelparous organisms is usually large as well as fatal.

6:31p

The term iteroparity comes from the Latin itero, to repeat, and pario, to beget. An example of an iteroparous organism is a human—though people may choose only to have one child, humans are biologically capable of having offspring many times over the course of their lives. Iteroparous vertebrates include all birds, most reptiles, virtually all mammals, and most fish.

6:34p

A Darwinian Demon is a hypothetical organism which can maximize all aspects of fitness simultaneously and would exist if the evolution of species was entirely unconstrained. It is named for Charles Darwin. Such organisms would reproduce directly after being born, produce infinitely many offspring, and live indefinitely. Even though no such organisms exist, biologists use Darwinian Demons in thought experiments to understand different life history strategies among different organisms.

6:37p

Demon (thought experiment)

In thought experiments philosophers occasionally imagine entities with special abilities as a way to pose tough intellectual challenges or highlight apparent paradoxes. Examples include:

Descartes’ malicious demon – Cartesian skepticism (also called methodological skepticism) advocates the doubting of all things that cannot be justified through logic. Descartes uses three arguments to cast doubt on our ability to objectively know: The dream argument, the deceiving God argument, and the malicious demon argument. Since our senses cannot put us in contact with external objects themselves, but only with our mental images of such objects, we can have no absolute certainty that anything exists in the external world. In the evil demon argument Descartes proposes an entity who is capable of deceiving us to such a degree that we have reason to doubt the totality of what our senses tell us.
Laplace's demon is a hypothetical all-knowing being who knows the precise location and momentum of every atom in the universe, and therefore could use Newton's laws to reveal the entire course of cosmic events, past and future. Based upon the philosophical proposition of causal determinism.
Maxwell's demon can distinguish between fast and slow moving molecules. If this demon only let fast moving molecules through a trapdoor to a container, the temperature inside the container would increase without any work being applied. Such a scenario violates the second law of thermodynamics.
Morton's demon stands at the gateway of a person's senses and lets in facts that agree with that person's beliefs while deflecting those that do not. This demon is used to explain the phenomenon of confirmation bias.
In aphorism 341 of The Gay Science, Nietzsche puts forth his eternal recurrence concept. In it, he employs a demon with special metaphysical knowledge as an agent for forcing reevaluation of perspective on one's own life.
The Darwinian Demon is a hypothetical organism which can simultaneously maximize all aspects of its fitness.
Similar entities:
There are other creatures which feature in thought experiments about philosophy. One such creature is a utility monster, a creature which derives much more utility (such as enjoyment) from resources than other beings, and hence under a strict utilitarian system would have more or all of the available resources directed to it. Newcomb's paradox supposes a being who is believed to be capable of predicting human behavior; Robert Nozick suggested a "being from another planet, with an advanced technology and science, whom you know to be friendly".

6:39p

The evil demon, also known as evil genius, and occasionally as malicious demon or genius malignus, is a concept in Cartesian philosophy. In his 1641 Meditations on First Philosophy, René Descartes hypothesized the existence of an evil demon, a personification who is "as clever and deceitful as he is powerful, who has directed his entire effort to misleading me." The evil demon presents a complete illusion of an external world, including other minds, to Descartes' senses, where there is no such external world in existence. The evil demon also presents to Descartes' senses a complete illusion of his own body, including all bodily sensations. Some Cartesian scholars opine that the demon is also omnipotent, and thus capable of altering mathematics and the fundamentals of logic, though omnipotence of the evil demon would be contrary to Descartes' hypothesis, as he rebuked accusations of the evil demon having omnipotence.

6:49p

In 2008, David Wolpert used Cantor diagonalization to disprove Laplace's demon. He did this by assuming that the demon is a computational device and showed that no two such devices can completely predict each other. If the demon were not contained within and computed by the universe, any accurate simulation of the universe would be indistinguishable from the universe to an internal observer, and the argument remains distinct from what is observable.

6:50p

There has recently been proposed a limit on the computational power of the universe, i.e. the ability of Laplace's Demon to process an infinite amount of information. The limit is based on the maximum entropy of the universe, the speed of light, and the minimum amount of time taken to move information across the Planck length, and the figure was shown to be about 10^120 bits. Accordingly, anything that requires more than this amount of data cannot be computed in the amount of time that has elapsed so far in the universe.

Another theory suggests that if Laplace's demon were to occupy a parallel universe or alternate dimension from which it could determine the implied data and do the necessary calculations on an alternate and greater time line, the aforementioned time limitation would not apply. This position is for instance explained in The Fabric of Reality by David Deutsch, who says that realizing a 300-qubit quantum computer would prove the existence of parallel universes carrying the computation.

7:28p

大魔神

11:54p

It has been repeatedly demonstrated that semelparous species produce more offspring in their single fatal reproductive episode than do closely related iteroparous species in any one of theirs.

8.23
1:17a
His height was so great, it would have taken five hundred years to cover a distance equal to it, and from the crown of his head to the soles of his feet he was studded with glaring eyes, at the sight of which the beholder fell prostrate in awe. "This one," said Metatron, addressing Moses, "is Samael, who takes the soul away from man."

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third "I"

"microsoft"

a really tiny "soft spot" that acts not as a black hole but rather as a "soft indent" -- has propeties not just of softness, but of stickiness...

the hard matter caught in its event hoizon is what causes the illusion of "hardness" around it...

microsoft windows logo... colors...

view things forward and backwards...
rightside up and upside down...

inside and out...

"invert colors"..

Fire and Ice... Upside Down and Backwards... regular and inverted... Sped up and Slowed down

2 strings come together to tie a knot...

but who tied them together?

[haiku]

5:55p

ワンカット

切れ

裂肛

切れ痔

ひとつ





一切れ

"One Cut"



一残

残一

"The Remaining One"

大残一

Large Remaining One

大一残

一つ

一つ一つ

大門

ひとつずつ

ひとつ残

残ひとつ

一つ残

残一つ

残一

一残一つ

一山一つ

山伏

一残一つ -- one one remaining

一残

残一

腹切

切 - OFF

切腹

一切

ただ息。

ちょうどあなたの心を紛らすしない呼吸

ただ息。

Tree st b rare want.

息子

息子さん

一息

気息

呼吸

吐く

息をする



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Mousou-Dairinin

7:03p

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全然

完全

11:5p

全ちゃん

11:58p

はいわかりました

12:12a

サイヤ人

12:14a

"I Want to Meet Son Goku - A Call from Zenō-sama"
"Son Gokū ni aitai no ne - Zenō-sama kara no yobidashi!" (孫悟空に会あいたいのね - 全ぜん王おう様さまからのよびだし!)

孫悟空に会いたいのね - 全王様からのよびだし!

12:15p

"Goku Black Rematch! The Appearance of Super Saiyan Rose!!"
"Saisen Gokū Burakku! Sūpā Saiya-jin Roze tōjō!!" (再さい戦せんゴクウブラック! 超サイヤ人ロゼ登とう場じょう!!)

再戦ゴクウブラック! 超サイヤ人ロゼ登場!!

12:17a

超サイヤ人ロゼ!!

12:19a

12:22a

こんばんは友達

斬り捨て御免

8 20

ummm... I accidentally the whole pizza...

6:32a

Slow to wake up this morning...

was awoken by Abbey leaving... didn't know if she was comin' o goin' and if it as 6:3a or p...

7:45a

Busy day ahead of me! where to start?!

7:46a

Gotta file down the Vish vampire nails...

Clean one or two of these buckets...

8:37a

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11:29a

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It's lookin' like I'm not gonna be able to hit the road without ingesting something other than black coffee...

11:30a

resources are limited so it might be time to check the value of the bonds and then start drinkin some beer in the hopes that buzzVish has more energy than I do...

11:31a

12:22p

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12:32p

HA HA. TIME FOR BEER

dunna rilly have anythin else to fuel my walk to the bank.... yeesh... can't wait to clear this hurdle...

12:33p

*heavy sigh*

3:15p

*the heaviest sigh*

Time to put on my big boy pants and do the damn thing...

3:16p

*trust fall into the universe*
*trust fall into God's arms*

6:36p
home. yoy.

Fixing a Hole

Paul has also stated about the recording: "The funny thing about that was the night when we were going to record it, at Regent Sound Studios at Tottenham Court Road, I brought a guy who was Jesus. A guy arrived at my front gate and I said, ‘Yes? Hello’ because I always used to answer it to everyone. If they were boring I would say, ‘Sorry, no,’ and they generally went away. This guy said, ‘I’m Jesus Christ.’ I said, ‘Oop,’ slightly shocked. I said, ‘Well, you’d better come in then.’ I thought, Well, it probably isn’t. But if he is, I’m not going to be the one to turn him away. So I gave him a cup of tea and we just chatted and I asked, ‘Why do you think you are Jesus?’ There were a lot of casualties about then. We used to get a lot of people who were maybe insecure or going through emotional breakdowns or whatever. So I said, ‘I’ve got to go to a session but if you promise to be very quiet and just sit in a corner, you can come.’ So he did, he came to the session and he did sit very quietly and I never saw him after that. I introduced him to the guys. They said, ‘Who’s this?’ I said, ‘He’s Jesus Christ.’ We had a bit of a giggle over that…But that was it. Last we ever saw of Jesus!"

I have a little boy in my head.
I have an old man in my head.
They both get along with one another well enough.
I talk to them and they talk to me.
We all three get along well enough.

INTJ/E(/I)FSP = MasterMind/Performer (/Artist/Composer)

"Entertainer"

Rationals (NTs)
Coordinators (E/INTJs): Fieldmarshals • Masterminds

Artisans (SPs)
Entertainers (E/ISFPs): Performers • Composers

50/50

Before acting, let us ask ourselves, "How does this add to/increase my ability to love my self and others?"

Before we act, let us ask, "How does this add to/increase my ability to love my self and others?"

Before action, ask, "How does this increase my ability to love?"

Before action, ask, "Does this increase my ability to love?"

8.18.16 - 11:14a

Just had a whole lotta fun puttin' together a tentative itinerary for dates on 8.20 and/or 8.23, so excited to share these prospective plans with Abs!!

gonna finish my post limit on tumblr and then see about smokin' a lil sum-sum to get me motivated to tackle attempting to repair dad chair or to cope with throwing it out....

11:18a

Then I'll prolly get all caught up on publishing my previous entries...

refilled britas...

11:35a

Don't get so caught up in making a to do list that like... you forget to actually do shit... you kno?

12:01p

I think I'll treat myself to coffee and a bowl... (*to the tune of "a shave and a haircut, 2 bits"* - coffee and a bowl please, right now!)

12:04p

12:09p

Collecting my previous entries is going to prove more daunting than I originally thought...

12:10p

Time to focus on the task at hand and get dat black&green

12:12p

12:27p

Coffee made...

珈琲とウィードがあれば朝は幸せ

12:44p

12:52p

first things first...

Gotta vacuum and get tools out. Mise en place. And might even take a short stroll walk break after that....

12:53

then in my clean and prepared workspace, i shall attempt repair of le dad chair. godspeed.

1:06p
Vacuumed. Changed filter.

wanna take a walk....

5:42p

walk got cut short by stage five clingers at the park -- #vishlife

vacuumed a bunch, changed the filter a bunch, did a very -FE- dishes... Cleaning buckets...

5:43p

Got bug-out-bags laid out to play aound with with abbey...

5:44p

Put away my jackets... Put away some of my clothes... put back abbey's shoes, prepped her putting back her other stuff...

5:45p

ate some black beans with frank's ed hot and sriracha w/ fresh cracked black pepper.

I want some tunes and to ty to fix this chair that I've been puttin off fiddlin arahn wid...

5:5p

Might shmoke a lul bet....

6:26p

got the cone clean and prepped for repair attempt. yeeshus.... procrastinate much? all aboard the procrastion express! this is you conductor Joshua speaking, next stop: nowhere!

6:27p

Gonna check e-mail to see if Abs hit me up at all...

Here I am just thinking she'll be right back home around 7 or 8...

6:54p

happy birthday frank

just when I thought I couldn't get any sadder...

just when you thought you couldn't get any sadder...

from the makers of Sad™ and Depression™ comes the all-new Ultra-Sad™!!

you -won't believe- the depths of your sorrow!!

"I did not know it was possible to be -this- sad!" -- very dissatisfied customer

don't bother with any other testemonials, trust me, they'll bum you out!!

珈琲とウィードがあれば朝は幸せ

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Most of the game's maps are inspired by real-world locations; the first three maps, "King's Row", "Hanamura", "Temple of Anubis", are inspired by London, Japan, and the ruins of Ancient Egypt, respectively.

An ōdachi (大太刀?) (large/great sword) or nodachi (野太刀, field sword) was a type of traditionally made Japanese sword (nihonto) used by the samurai class of feudal Japan. The Chinese equivalent and 'cousin' for this type of sword in terms of weight and length is the Miao dao, and the Western battlefield equivalent (though less similar) is the Spanish Espada Bastarda or Scottish Claymore.

The character for ō (大) means "big" or "great". The dachi here (太刀) is the same as tachi (太刀, lit. "great sword"), the older style of sword/mounts that predate the katana. The chi is also the same character as katana (刀) and the tō in nihontō (日本刀 "Japanese sword"), originally from the Chinese character for a blade, dāo.

To qualify as an ōdachi, the sword in question would have a blade length of around 3 shaku (35.79 inches or 90.91 cm); however, as with most terms in Japanese sword arts, there is no exact definition of the size of an ōdachi.

Most cicadas are cryptic, singing at night to avoid predators. The periodic cicadas spend most of their lives as underground nymphs, emerging only after 13 or 17 years, which may reduce losses by satiating their predators.

In ecology, crypsis is the ability of an animal to avoid observation or detection by other animals. It may be a predation strategy or an antipredator adaptation. Methods include camouflage, nocturnality, subterranean lifestyle, and mimicry. Crypsis can involve visual, olfactory (with pheromones), or auditory concealment. When it is visual, the term cryptic coloration, effectively a synonym for animal camouflage, is sometimes used, but many different methods of camouflage are employed by animals.

They have been used in myths and folklore to represent carefree living and immortality. Cicadas are eaten in various countries, including China, where the nymphs are served deep-fried in Shandong cuisine.

"Magicicada"

In contrast to predator satiation, a different pattern is seen in response to mutualistic consumers, which benefit an organism by feeding from it (such as frugivores, which disperse seeds). For example, a vine's berries may ripen at different times, ensuring frugivores are not swamped with food and so resulting in a larger proportion of its seeds being dispersed.

The nymphs emerge in large numbers about the same time, sometimes more than 1.5 million individuals per acre (>370/m²). Their mass emergence is a survival trait called predator satiation: for the first week after emergence, the periodical cicadas are an easy prey for reptiles, birds, squirrels, cats, and other small and large mammals. Early ideas maintained that the cicadas' overall survival mechanism was simply to overwhelm predators by their sheer numbers, ensuring the survival of most of the individuals. The emergence period of large prime numbers (13 and 17 years) was hypothesized to be a predator avoidance strategy adopted to eliminate the possibility of potential predators receiving periodic population boosts by synchronizing their own generations to divisors of the cicada emergence period. Another viewpoint holds that the prime-numbered developmental times represent an adaptation to prevent hybridization between broods with different cycles during a period of heavy selection pressure brought on by isolated and lowered populations during Pleistocene glacial stadia, and that predator satiation is a short-term maintenance strategy. This hypothesis was subsequently supported through a series of mathematical models, and stands as the most widely accepted explanation of the unusually lengthy and mathematically precise immature period of these insects. The length of the cycle was hypothesized to be controlled by a single gene locus, with the 13-year cycle dominant to the 17-year one, but this interpretation remains controversial and unexplored at the DNA level.

VISHIPEDIA IS rEAL.

Vishpedia?

VISHPEDIA

Brood V

Are you fucking kidding me??!?!

"God doesn't abandon the afflicted ones, nor forget their suffering; He doesn't hide His face to them, He answers when they cry for help." — Psalms 22:24
HOME

"leftovers" -- for profit NPO???

w, r, and backspace are currently no longer functioning but ctrl+V and delete are.......

6p

double you... --> are

6:14p

"People eat them: People eat them. You can barbecue it, boil it, broil it, bake it, saute it. There, uh, cicada kabobs, cicada creole, cicada gumbo, panfried, deep fried, stir fried. There’s pineapple cicada, lemon cicada, coconut cicada, pepper cicada, cicada soup, cicada stew, cicada salad, cicada and potatoes, cicada burger, cicada sandwich… that’s, that’s about it."

6:3p

"合気道を通じて心身を鍛練し、広く人類社会の向上をはかることを目的とします。"

7:08p

glove slap?!?!?!

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goldfinch

3:33p

"turtle prime"

4p

http://kisscartoon.me/Cartoon/Turtles-Forever/Movie?id=27708

4:22p

5:58p

"For Lucifer, his word is bond. As David Easterman, a character who sees himself as a victim of Lucifer, puts it:

When the Devil wants you to do something, he doesn't lie at all. He tells you the exact, literal truth. And he lets you find your own way to Hell."

6:04p

"Michael is one of only two angels that Lucifer has respect for (the other being Duma) and is seen as the other side of the coin to Lucifer. The Morningstar himself says that each has what the other lacks. He is tall with very long blond hair and has two white wings, and he is very powerful when moved to anger. Unlike Lucifer, he won't use creatures as pawns on some chess board, and thus has the humanity that Lucifer sometimes appears to lack."

6:14p

"the Source itself reveals that it has never truly resided behind the wall, and that only the Bleed rests beyond the wall. The wall is one aspect of the universe that is preventing the Source from merging with its "other half" that was split into the Anti-Life entity after an attack by the Old Gods. It ultimately conspires to destroy the Source Wall, allowing the Anti-Life entity to fully enter our universe and the Source to merge with it, becoming whole once again."

6:20p

"loneliness + alienation + fear + despair + self-worth ÷ mockery ÷ condemnation ÷ misunderstanding × guilt × shame × failure × judgment n=y where y=hope and n=folly, love=lies, life=death, self=dark side"

6:26p

World's Funnest

6:27p

hope, fear, rage, compassion, avarice, will and love

6:39p

"In Lights Out, a giant calling himself Relic emerges from what is called ‘the Anomaly’, a point in space/time that does not conform to the normal laws of the general universe, and begins a war against the Lantern Corps of the Emotional spectrum. It is revealed that Relic is a scientist that came from the universe that existed before the current universe. Relic warned the ‘Lightsmiths’ of his universe that the emotional spectrum was a limited resource and could be exhausted. To prove his theory, he searched the universe looking for the ‘reservoir’ of the emotional energy of the universe. His explorations brought him to the Source Wall of his universe. When the various emotional energy collectors went dark and the emotional spectrum was exhausted, his universe began to collapse. Relic entered the Source Wall as a last act of discovery as his universe died. As he entered the wall through a rift, he was broken apart at a molecular level, and passes through to be born in the current universe."

6:42p

"Numerous gods appear, with greater focus on Judeo-Christian religion (as viewed by John Milton in Paradise Lost), Japanese, and Nordic mythology"

よし 仕事 強

よし 仕事強頑

よし 仕事頑強

よし お仕事頑強るぞ!

8.12

12:12a

913 Brookline Blvd....

~$135K......

if-you-cant-beat-em-eat-em

"I Want to Meet Son Goku - A Call from Zenō-sama"
"Son Gokū ni aitai no ne - Zenō-sama kara no yobidashi!" (孫悟空に会あいたいのね - 全ぜん王おう様さまからのよびだし!)

孫悟空に会いたいのね - 全王様からのよびだし!

OMNIVORE

 One of the most ridiculous and persistent false claims made by armchair nutritionists, meatarian propagandists, and even academics, who really should know better, is that the human species is an “omnivore”; that is, it should eat both plant and animal matter.

   In general, this error is based on the accidental, or probably intentional, confusing of the verbs “to be” and “to do”.  If the human “is” a natural omnivore, then we should have ALL the physical and biochemical equipment that is necessary to run down, kill with our bare hands, tear asunder, eat, and properly digest, RAW animal prey, just as ALL natural omnivores, or carnivores, do.  Just examining our own bodies will conclusively prove that we do not have the claws or talons necessary to catch and hold animal prey, and we certainly do not have the sharp teeth necessary to tear, not chew, animal flesh.  Neither are we fast enough to outrun and catch animals.  In fact natural omnivores or carnivores don’t chew their eaten flesh, they tear it into chunks and swallow them whole.

   No human cultural-carnivore kills its animal prey with their natural equipment, nor do they eat their animal prey raw. In fact, we have strong anti-killing instincts.  Just trying to kill an animal with your bare hands will demonstrate this.

   Any second-grader could differentiate between the verbs “be” and “do”, yet this important distinction is totally ignored by cultural carnivores, and even academics with PhD’s, who foolishly claim that because humans have been DOing cultural-carnivorism for a long time, that somehow magically, we ARE “omnivores”.  They want to believe that DOing modifies BEing. Thus failing to understand the profound difference between Nature, and inviolable Natural Laws, and silly, self-destructive local cultural customs.

   One hears claims that since “Paleolithic man” ate flesh, that modern humans are somehow “adapted” to do so. The “Paleolithic argument” runs like this: The proto-human was indeed a frugivore (eating primarily fruit) fifty million years ago up until two million years ago, when the “appearance of stone tools and cultures at this time” coincided with “increased meat-eating”.  Well, that’s the end of the argument! As its fatal flaw is revealed: the fact is that “increased meat-eating” occurred ONLY because of tool use, and since tools, including fire, are a product of culture, not Nature, cultural practices, such as those powerful self-destructive cultural practices of today, are totally unrelated to our natural nutritional needs, which are programmed at the genetic level…

   Many meat eating anthropologists have fantasized that humans commonly ‘scavenged’ dead, putrefying flesh left to rot by natural carnivores, or produced by the natural death of animals. Totally Absurd!  I would challenge any such confused academics to test their own theory by actually eating some rotting road-kill, raw, with their bare hands.  With this simple test, said academic would immediately be forced to face reality instead of being hopelessly lost in vague, unsupportable, academic speculation.  Let a group of academics who propagate this silly theory actually go to the field and fight off a pack of wild dogs or lions to get their leftovers, or chow down on a putrefying corpse crawling with maggots. YUMMY!  In fact the human is programmed at the genetic level to vigorously avoid rotting protein, and is particularly sensitive to such repulsive odors which produce instantaneous, powerful, gag and nausea reflexes in even the most stalwart meatarian.  Yet, even 'educated’ academics with PhD’s cannot deal with this simple and overwhelmingly obvious fact in their boundless zeal to reconstruct a long-lost past from infinitesimally small amounts of data; and worse, massage this virtually nonexistent data with their local culture’s conditioned belief systems to produce wildly imaginative, yet obviously false, claims about the human being.

   Although some humans “may have”, post-tool, consumed rotting animal flesh intentionally, the inherent repulsiveness of which was masked by the destructive, pyrolytic effects of fire, the fact is that the natural human would not have left any lingering evidence of its natural diet, just as the modern chimp does not leave any trace of its existence.  Eat some fruit, drop the seeds on the ground, eat some leaves, eat some nuts – where is the physical evidence that lingers for tens or hundreds of thousands of years?  NONE!

   So, all so-called Paleolithic “evidence” of human flesh-eating is merely a collection of self-selected, statistically-insignificant cultural artifacts, totally unrelated to our species’ true nutritional needs.

   Further more, such physical evidence of human flesh-eating, such as tool-scarred bones or ancient fire pits, is found only in northern areas which are well outside of the natural ecological niche for our tropical ape species anyway; thus, any evidence of cultural diets so remote from our proper ecological niche is totally irrelevant to any understanding of what the natural diet for our species is.  This ecologically-relevant, and crucially-important fact is universally, and conveniently, ignored in any discussions of Paleolithic humans.  Paleolithic humans are not natural humans and are just as irrelevant as any modern cultural group and their modern self-destructive dietary practices.

   Therefore, it is obvious that any claims as to the applicability of the Paleolithic diet to any understanding of the natural diet for our species are totally, and unavoidably, FALSE!  They are shams based firmly on lies and distortions.  If one can get a meatarian propagandist to actually admit that these incredibly recent, human flesh-eating practices are only a cultural artifact, then the ruse becomes: “Yes, it is not natural, but we 'adapted’ or 'evolved’ to eating animal flesh and animal products”.  This is another blatant, yet annoyingly popular, lie, and it just simply can not be supported by current evolutionary theory. Evolution happens because of small, infrequent, random mutations in the genetic material: most mutations are neutral and are never expressed, some very small number may be “beneficial” in that they allow better functioning in the environment, and some very small number may be deleterious, such as those that produce “genetic diseases”.  There must also be some “selective mechanism” to produce more survival success in those with the “beneficial” mutation, or it will not propagate throughout the species to produce a species-wide “adaptation”.  So, what are the “selective pressures” or “selective mechanism” that would cause the numerous and large-scale changes in dozens of separate biochemical pathways involved in human digestion, transport, and assimilation of a diet so radically different in chemistry as an alleged “adaptation” from plant chemistry to flesh chemistry?  Note that dozens of biochemical pathways must change simultaneously in the same individual for such an “adaptation” to occur.  And there are none.  Because a faulty diet does not kill its proponents outright BEFORE reproductive age, there is simply no way to “adapt” to a diet radically different in chemistry from the natural one for that species, even IF the dozens of required changes might magically occur in one individual.

   Not surprisingly, all such claims as to the unsupported human 'evolution’ from frugivores to omnivores conveniently do not mention the fact that neither the necessary sharp tools (teeth and claws), digestive biochemistry, fleetness of foot, nor animal-killing instincts have co-evolved with the alleged 'evolution’ to omnivore.

SPEAK FOR YOUR FUCKING SELF.

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よんでますよ、アザゼルさん。

You're Being Summoned, Azazel-san.

登場!悪魔探偵と悪魔とバイト

魔界のプリンス

漢達の革命

苺の戦士 登場

アルピニストエンジェル

べーやん

5:31p

深淵の神

魔神

5:34p

深淵の再会

5:36p

21 tumblr tabs....

5:46p

The praying mantis was believed to be a symbol of God to the African Bushmen. They believed it was a manifestation of God, and when they saw one, they tried to discern its message. . The word "mantis" is a Greek word that means "prophet," and is a reference to mystical or spiritual powers.

Overwhelmingly in most cultures the mantis is a symbol of stillness. As such, she is an ambassador from the animal kingdom giving testimony to the benefits of meditation, and calming our minds. An appearance from the mantis is a message to be still, go within, meditate, get quite and reach a place of calm.

this insect is the paramount spiritual symbol of stillness and patience. The praying mantis takes its time in all that it does.

The Praying Mantis is the oldest symbol of God ~ the African Bushman’s manifestation of God come to Earth, “the voice of the infinite in the small,”* a divine messenger.

5:52p

The Praying Mantis shows the way. In the Arabic and Turkish cultures a Mantis points pilgrims to Mecca, the holiest site in the Islamic world. In Africa they help find lost sheep and goats. In France, it's believed that if you are lost the Mantis points the way home.

5:53p

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8.9 - 5:5p

20 Eyes in my head
20 Eyes in my head
They're all the same, they're all the same

When you're seeing 20 things at a time
You just can't slow things down, baby
When you're seeing 20 things in your mind
Just can't slow things down

Then all those eyes
They're just crowding up your human face
Then all those eyes
Take an overload

20 Eyes in my head
20 Eyes in my head
20 Eyes in my head
They're all the same, they're all the same

ヴィシュヌ

ルシファー

アザゼル

フランシス

For most speakers, Francis and Frances are homophones or near homophones; a popular mnemonic for the spelling is "i for him and e for her".

In Spanish, Francisco is usually used under the forms Paco, Paquito, Curro, Fran or Pancho (in Latin America). The feminine Francisca is mostly used as Paqui or Paquita.

pope francis

Ultimately from the Germanic tribal name of the Franks, in the early medieval Frankish Empire, the status of being "a Frank" became synonymous with that of a free man; hence also the English adjective frank (Middle English, from Old French franc, 12th century).

フランク

7:15p
7:45p

8:16p

All about Azazel. ... Azazel is very high ranking; VERY close to Lucifer. He says he is around 60,000 Earth years

8:18p
The stag beetle (Lucanus cervus)

8:20p
Stag Beetle’s Wisdom Includes:
Love of Old Things
Proper Use of Male Aggression
Being Misunderstood
Female Assertiveness

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8 8

V8

5:15p

Just hopped outta the shower.

Ate 2 whitecastle cheeseburgers and leftover chicken bacon and sausage gravy biscuits with cheesey potatoes washed down with a red stripe.

5:16p

Gonna take a bike ride to air dry my hair a bit...

7:41p

"High Value Target"

7:54p

<3 ---="" 2-in-1="" 2="" 3="" apart="" as="" from="" greater="" holy="" in="" less="" more="" nonduality="" p="" than="" three="" trinity="">

You were the one, and you were the only one

What little sanity I had is fading fast...

9:22a

Kakarot.

KAKAROT.

KAAAAAAAKKKKKKKAAAAAARROOOOOTTTTTTTT!!

9:23a

Tumblr is really starting to freak me out...

9:24a

I'm at my post limit anyway...
I should give it a rest until after midnight....

I should read those articles now and take a shower soon...

9:32a

There. I ate. I'm taking care of myself. Happy? Now please leave me alone.

9:33a
9:56a

I don't think I'm ever going to utter another word outloud again so long as I live.

I'm done with everything.

I just don't care any more.

9:57a

10a

ate some na'an. took teh trash out. took a bike ride. briefly flirted in passing with a hot young girl that loves me. bummed a cigarette. L&M menthol. - got the urge to hit up a really old friend and see if he'd be willing able to get me some of the footage of stupid little skits we shot in middle school n shit.

11:09a

eating a pickle.

11:11a

shower

11:13a

11:37a

time to get some of these wiki tabs closed...

12:09p

12:17p

I really gotta get into 'Twin Peaks' and see what all the hubub is about...

12:18p

From what little I've gleaned thus far I dunno how it's skated under my radar for so long....

12:19p

You have to subscribe/pay for Hulu? I thought that was free. No wonder I never fuxxed with it before. -- Meh, I'll find it later on.

12:21p

Now to read "BERRIES AS SYMBOLS AND IN FOLKLORE" to hopefully gather more valuable intel about all these strawberry synchronicities I seem to be having as of late.

12:22p

Between that and pandas, I'm being pretty relentless assaulted. There's been some cool one-shot, one-time personal events with very specific animals recently as well, but those came, conveyed a message and then quietly slipped out the back door...

12:23p

Sorta like Abbey? -- Low blow, brain. Too soon. Way too soon.

Sorry, just trying to keep things light and happy, y'know? Bring a little levity to things.

12:24p

Thanks, I appreciate it. Your timing was just off. You'll get 'em next time, kid. I'm sure. Can't win 'em all.

12:25p

I knew it would turn 25 just as I was typing it, and it did.

Maybe it's not so much that I don't have a grasp of linear time but rather it's so basic and rudimentary to me that I don't understand why humans inject so much importance into it. It's there. Like trees and rocks. Like trees and rocks must be worked around through and with so must it. It's no more important than any other aspect of existing in reality. I've never really understood the cultish devotion and fanaticism naked apes seem to place in it.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

12:28p

12:31p

Only a few sentences in and I'm already floored... I'll just leave this here:

http://www.fruit.cornell.edu/berry/production/pdfs/berryfolklore.pdf

"Berries often are used to symbolize many different things in literature, art, mythology, and
everyday life. It has been thought that the red color of many berries symbolizes life or the
blood of mythical creatures. Some of these symbols are positive and uplifting while others
are downright scary.

Blackberries have multiple meanings across religious, ethnic and mythological realms. They have
been used in Christian art to symbolize spiritual neglect or ignorance. Mid-Mediterranean
folklore claims that Christ’s Crown of Thorns was made of blackberry runners. The deep color of
the berries represents Christ’s blood. A legend also exists where the blackberry was once
beautiful, but was cursed by Lucifer when he fell into the bush when forced out of heaven. Every
September 30th, with the ripening and darkening of the berries, he is thought to re-enter them.

Some folklore associates the blackberry with bad omens. European stories have claimed they are
death fruits with ties to Wicca. They can also symbolize sorrow. In an old proverb they signify
haste. A man is so excited to pick the berries that he jumps into the bush and the thorns cause
him to lose his eyesight. He regains it, however, upon jumping back out of the bush."

12:32p

o.O

Needless to say, you have my attention.

12:40p

ON THE LAST PAGE: "Pink Panda Strawberry"

12:42p

"Pink Panda definition | What does Pink Panda mean?
definithing.com/pink-panda/
Pink Panda definition. a young h*m*s*xual that can’t go minutes even seconds with out having a d*ck in their *ss. usually called pink becuase their *ssh*l* is f*ck*d raw." -- YIKES. O.o

12:45p

YIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIKKKKKKKKEEEEESSSS

2016 - 1908 = 108

A little factoid I realized while reading about the Tunguska event. (of which I'm goin to stay mum on until the opportune moment of the reveal. -if- and when it should come)

108 has been fascinating me for a while now, time to give it its proper due and research it a bit.

12:49p
12:51p

The equation {\displaystyle 2\sin \left({\frac {108^{\circ }}{2}}\right)=\phi } 2\sin \left({\frac {108^{\circ }}{2}}\right)=\phi  results in the golden ratio.

12:52p

The well known bas-relief carving at the famous Angkor Wat temple in Cambodia relates the Hindu story of a serpent being pulled back and forth by 108 gods and asuras (demons), 54 gods pulling one way, and 54 asuras pulling the other, to churn the ocean of milk in order to produce the elixir of immortality. According to the Oriental Architecture site there are 5 monumental guardian gates to the fortified temple city of Angkor Thom. In front of each gate stand giant statues of 54 gods (to the left of the causeway) and 54 demons (to the right of the causeway) which represent the churning of the ocean.

12:54p

In some schools of Buddhism it is believed that there are 108 feelings. According to Bhante Gunaratana this number is reached by multiplying the senses smell, touch, taste, hearing, sight, and consciousness by whether they are painful, pleasant or neutral, and then again by whether these are internally generated or externally occurring, and yet again by past, present and future, finally we get 108 feelings. 6 × 3 × 2 × 3 = 108. In Japan, at the end of the year, a bell is chimed 108 times in Buddhist temples to finish the old year and welcome the new one. Each ring represents one of 108 earthly temptations (Bonnō) a person must overcome to achieve nirvana.

12:55p

Maybe I will watch and/or read some Toriko today?

I nunno, it's not even 1 yet... I've got a long way to go before midnight and my post limit reset...

12:56p

In Jewish culture and numerology
Jews often give gifts and charitable donations in multiples of the number 18, associated with the Hebrew word 'chai(חי)', meaning 'alive', 'living', or 'life'. See Chai (symbol). The number 108 both is a multiple of 18 (6 times 18) and contains the numbers 1 and 8 that compose the number 18.

Other references
In the neo-Gnostic teachings of Samael Aun Weor, an individual has 108 chances (lifetimes) to eliminate his egos and transcend the material world before "devolving" and having the egos forcefully removed in the infradimensions.

Many East Asian martial arts trace their roots back to Buddhism, specifically, to the Buddhist Shaolin Temple. Because of their ties to Buddhism, 108 has become an important symbolic number in a number of martial arts styles.

According to Marma Adi and Ayurveda, there are 108 pressure points in the body, where consciousness and flesh intersect to give life to the living being.
The Chinese school of martial arts agrees with the South Indian school of martial arts on the principle of 108 pressure points.

12:58p
12:59p

108 degrees Fahrenheit is the internal temperature at which the human body's vital organs begin to fail from overheating.
The distance of Earth from the Sun is about 108 times the diameter of the Sun (actually closer to 107.51, as per definition of the AU). Actual ratio varies between 105.7 (Perihelion) and 109.3 (Aphelion).

1:03p

Fuck. Why am I so fucking hungry?

Oh. Because I haven't been smoking cigarettes.

1:04p

umma gits me a pakkle

1:11p

pickle didn't cut it. nice little crunchy probiotic boost that it was. still didn't cut it.

*pleased as punch, tickled pink with himself voice* Made meself some lul mozzarella cheesestix and ajvar to snekk awn. Lervely.

1:12p
1:14p

Cheese, being comprised of fat and protein is wonderful at inducing satiety.

1:15p

If you're still hungry after this, body, you can go fuck yourself.

This food has to last a bit, you know?

We don't have income or any prospects of income...

1:17a

I actually don't like the ajvar with it as much as I'd thought I would... Oh well...

1:18p

I'm too hungry to go grab somethin' else to dip ma cheebs in. "Plain" cheese is A-OK with me.

*huge thumbs up, and cheesey grin with a wink to no one*

1:19p

I was not feelin' it earlier, WHAT WITH BEIN' DEPRESSED AND ALL, but maybe I -WILL- take a walk... who knows... we'll see...

1:20p

I really wanna focus on the task at hand and get these windows closed, though...

1:31p

I cannot make up my mind about Abbey......

I don't know whether I'm excited or whether I dread possibly seeing her this weekend...

No. No. I -have- made up mind. I want to be with her and get back together with her as long as I am in charge (at least for a few months!) Otherwise fuck her and fuck everything and I'ma go back to bein' perma-single on purpose.

1:32p

2:40p
(mild craving for cannabis noted)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microponics

2:41p
Methinx I'll go hit a pip.

2:43p

*sniff sniff* Somethin' QUICK and FUNNY is goin' on around here...

Snapped my hair tie trying to pull my hair up and while thinking on the symmetry of how I used to wear my hair as a teenager. (Bradley Michael "Brad" Taylor/Sokka/Undershave) --

Which is now the precise and exact opposite area of where I have hair on my head that I now draw up into a chonmage, topknot.

3:02p

That distraction along with the distraction of researching references bade me not hit the pip.

3:03p

Pleasantly distracted, I go back to reading now.,,

4:44p

"Many Flights of Demons Sing Thee to Thy Rest"

Speed Demon
Superdemon

In the Speed Demon one-shot, the second Speed Demon (Blaze Allen) is an amalgamation of the second Flash, the second Ghost Rider, and Etrigan (Speed Demon even refers to himself as Etrigan). The way Etrigan empowers Speed Demon is reminiscent of Marvel Comic's Zarathos, a demon who was bonded to Ghost Rider in a similar manner.

A sketch of an alternate version of Etrigan called "Superdemon" was featured in Final Crisis: Secret Files #1. Described as a denizen of Earth-17, Etrigan was sent to Earth by Merlin from the doomed Kamelot, where he entered the body of Jason Blood, son of a Kansas preacher. Over time, Jason learned to control the demon's powers, and now uses them to protect the world.

4:46p

4:51p

Integrations within microponics
The integrations embodied within microponics include:

Fish and crustaceans
Vegetables, herbs and fruit
Chickens for meat and eggs
Japanese quail
Rabbits and other micro-livestock
Muscovies
Geese and other waterfowl
Live animal protein - worms, black soldier fly larvae, mealworms
Fodder plants - including duckweed
Snails

4:52p
5:10p

Aaaaaaand I just broke my SECOND hair tie going to put my hair up. WHAT. THE. FUCK. --- Uuuuh, now I'm gonna go hit the pip?

Uuuuh, cuz that seems to be the thing to do?! I Guess?!?! Maybe?!>!

I guess my hair just really, -REALLY-, doesn't wanna be pulled up right now...

5:20p

5:25p

My eyes hurt...

5:30p

colors feel brighter, almost too bright. reality feels realer, almost too real. truth feels more truthful almost too truthful. i feel more me, almost too me. almost TOO aware....

FRESHLY aware... as it were...

I am....

As I have always been...

5:31p

freshly aware.. fresh awareness...

5:32p

I feel profoundly lonely
Profoundly disgusting

Overwhelmingly aware

The computer and keyboard and language all feels like a profound addiction

REALITY itself, the profound addiction

5:37p

abbey.......

5:38p

ABBEY....

WHERE. IS. ABBEY.

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5:39

I think this is the loneliest I have ever felt in my entire life....

5:58p

Had to ice my eyes.

Meditated on my answer to "What is your purpose in coming to Japan?"

5:59p

Kaizen, desuka.

6p

My eyes really don't wanna look at this computer screen anymore....

6:01p

6:02p

I got so excited when I heard the downstairs door open that I had to remind myself outloud that it was likely Karina and not Abbey.

6:03p

I have to type with my eyes closed, simply to rest them.

6:04p

More people coming up stairs.

They knocked ... i think it's abbey...

6:25p

IT'S ABBEY. FUCK YOU NOTEPAD. I'LL GET ATCHA, BRAH

Wednesday, August 3, 2016

Wednesday The Third - Saves The Day

Just saw an ad for baconator fries and just realized something... the "problem" fractals upward...

The imagery was blatantly ripped from Epic Meal Time, and while at first I was like "HA HA! YOU REAP WHATCHU SOW, BEE-YOTCH!" a wave of compassion hit me and I suddenly realized, he is the force which he struggles against.

No wonder he has no sympathy nor sees anything wrong with data-mining me. The very same thing is happening to him.

KARMA.

People with more money and resources than him are using their money and resources to prevent and stall him from making more money and gaining more resources.

Karma's a bitch, ain't it?!

Pseudo-sympathy aside, it's affording me a lovely springboard keyword to reverse engineer countermeasures. -- Should he play nicely, I might share.

Pretty amazing to share a kinship with someone that's silently been ripping off your schtick by realizing they are victims of the same treatment on a higher level. The worst part it, just like at my scale, they can't really tell anyone about it because the thieves took very careful measures to cover their tracks.

Anyhoo...

6:20a

I'm getting a bit sidetracked here, time to get back to the task at hand of proofreading my prior entry...

I'll expound more on this later.

6:22a

"Wednesday The Third"

Now as I lay by your side
would you tell me why everything has to be lies
leaving everyone wondering when we'll all wind up dead
to all we are within
wednesday the third was the night that you rambled
alone in the frigid white light like a leopard
about to dig in to trembling skin
with wind whipping your shins

Oh
haven't you heard the news
nobody came too soon
surprise our eyes are opening up to you

Now as I lean to the side
I can see all the thoughts that you're trying to hide
I've arranged for a ferry to France
where you should relax, don't worry about the pets
they'll be safe at our address

Oh
haven't you heard the news
nobody came too soon
surprise our eyes are opening up to you
nobody came too soon
surprise our eyes are opening up to you
you'll always be in our eyes opening up to you

you've left everyone wondering when we'll all end up dead
to all we are within
now as daisies dry off
and the wind scurries scarlet leaves like they were dust
we can see somewhere off to the east
a gaggle of geese are singing your goodbye
hear the sweetest lullaby
listen up to hear the sky will soon clear
and you'll be the last one to wish for rain

"She" = 2:37 = 157sec @24fps = 3768, @12fps = 1884
471
6:34a

6:56a

7:04a
7:58a
Как дела

8:50a
*yawn*

8:57a

"I have felt like living in the hell. Only crying. No eating. No work out. My recent life is full of missing her."

"When she broke up with her boyfriend, she BEGGED to be mine. A year later, we start fighting, and she calls it quits a few weeks back. She made all kinds of excuses. That shes become very negative and it’s not just about “us”. I know I changed and became too forgiving to her when she acted bitchy (I should have maintained control), but I let her get the best of me."

8:59a

THANK YOU. THANK THE LORD. THANK THIS SITE. THANK OTHER HONEST LOVING MEN OUT THERE.

YOU KNOW WHAT ABBEY? FUCK YOU. STAY GONE.

9a

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

9:04a
9:08a

BYE FELECIA!

9:09a

IDC IDGAF

9:10a

I am never biting my tongue ever again.
Ever again.

Raw Vish. From now until forever.

9:11a

Take a long walk off a short pier!

9:13a

Go fuck yourself!

https://www.romper.com/p/7-creepy-things-really-smart-kids-do-so-you-shouldnt-worry-too-much-

9142

9:22a

YOUR LOSS. YOU FUCKED UP.

NOW TO BE CAREFUL TO NEVER GET MANIPULATED INTO A RELATIONSHIP BY A FEMALE EVER AGAIN. YOU'LL GIMME DEM BUTTCHEEX AND DEN YOU'LL GET GONE. FUCK YOUR BIRTHDAY. FUCK YOUR FAVORITE COLOR, FUCK YOU. LITERALLY. THAT'S ALL YOU'RE FUCKING GOOD FOR. COME GET THIS DICK THEN FUCK RIGHT OFF.

felines and females, fun synonyms for: LIARS

9:24a

Time to get back to me onesy!
Which means first I gotta shut the world out and get some rest! This fuckin' bitch fuckin' drained me!

9:25a

I'll wake up whenever I'm good and the fuck ready for it and not a moment sooner. IDGAF if I lose my place or whatever. IDGAF about anything.

9:26a

Reality is a fucking joke. A fucking game.

And like any joke or game it stops being fun if you take it too seriously.

Fuck these stupid little water sacs slappin' keys with squiggles on em like it fuckin' means something!

What a fuckin' joke!

9:27a

9:29a
"It often starts with "proto-reading," where kids pretend to read to their stuffed animals, but then it seems as though they randomly start recognizing words, even though they've never been formally taught. It's crazy." Sheesh, what a dumb bitch. It's not really that hard to watch adult/other people's eyes and mouths and begin a syllabary from there. If every time one of you stupid old fat pigs says M when looking at the golden arches and we see M when hearing Mom or mother, it doesn't take long to associate the two. Unless you a dumb crusty ho like you is. Coca-Cola, Dad, Hi... it's really not that fuckin' hard, unless you're a dim-witted dolt like you. It's not crazy, it's intelligence. I know that's a foreign concept to you, you stupid fucking idiot. Just because you're not personally capable of understanding it doesn't mean it's "crazy."

9:33a

Professor's Vish's School For Gifted Youngsters

I have to start this just to save these developing consciousnesses from the trash DNA they miraculously birthed themselves from. Before they can entrain them to be dumb.

9:36a

Somebody should euthanize this close-minded moron and prevent it from further tainting the genepool.

9:38a

"It's something out of a Paranormal Activity movie. My kid really shouldn't care if things are in the correct, perfect order from tallest to shortest or biggest to smallest or darkest color to lightest color. Possession, I tell you. This is a sign of possession."

I fucking loathe this bitch.

She is the exact force against which I've struggled my entire life. The majority rule of dumb and blind conformity.

9:39a

I feel so so bad for the poor little girl cursed to be dulled by this dumb cunt.

Hence getting the idea of a gifted preschool. -- This tells me though that I'd have to recruit rather than accept. Too many wannabes will be like "Oh yes, he's quirky and very bright! A little off putting to the rest of us at times!" No bitch, fucker eats glue, just like you and your spermdonor did before giving this mistake flesh. Fuck off.

We "Matildas" are mostly doomed to develop on our own...

9:41a

There's gotta be some way to bridge the gap...

My heart is sinking thinking about others going through what I grew up with. I wonder how much more developed I'd be if I'd been allowed to grow freely.....

9:42a

We mostly start as LUCY and then our Godpowers dwindle from there as we age and are taught (read: BULLIED) to cut them away to "the essential." AKA Being a good little consumption robot.

9:44a

I seriously feel so fucking fired up right now!

We cry as babies because we realize 2 things, one) our powers fade with each passing second spent in the present of a dullard and two) being nearly omniscient has the pleasant added bonus of informing you of monstrous swathes of information non-linearly and near instantaneously, ergo, trial and error, I seem to get love, affection, food, and attention when I make this noise so um DUH I'm gonna milk this puppy for all it's worth.

9:46a

No wonder females cry so fucking much.

9:47a

Neoteny requires a precise balance with paleoteny.

9:48a
9:49a

I wanna rob thieves. Sounds like easy and rewarding work. Time to work on my modern Robin Hood angle. I'm done with this Communism light garbage disguising itself as Capitalism and Democracy.

Worldwide Hooky Day
is coming....

9:50a

which day would be the best?

9:56a
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kniQrk9jw0

10:01a -- https://www.romper.com/p/12-moms-share-the-creepy-things-their-kids-said-that-scared-the-hell-out-of-them-4762

HOLY FUCK, THESE KIDS ARE MY PEOPLE. I HAVE A PEOPLE. I'M NOT ALONE. NO WONDER I FELT LIKE I DID.

REALITY IS A CONSCIOUSNESS PRISON.

WE'RE BEING TRICKED, KIDS!

No wonder kids flocked to Jesus...

I always said it would be a teenage revolution...

Maybe it will be a preschooler revolution, haha.

Jessica, 29
My 3-year-old routinely references what he will do "after he dies and gets born again" or things he did or who he was "the last time he was alive." It never stops being creepy.

Brandi, 26
"When [my son] was between 2 and 3, we were at a family dinner and randomly he interrupted and said, 'You know I was older before and my name used to be James , but everybody called me Jimmy and I liked to smoke cigars.' He then went on about his business, eating, while we were all like what in the world? The weirdest part was, we had never been around anyone named Jimmy or James, so I have no idea where he got the interchangeable name idea."

DeAndrea
My 2 year old will say "they are coming" sometimes. When I ask who he says, "The Giants" and runs away laughing.

^^^What caused me to say "Holy Fuck." My mans -GETS- it.

10:04a

This so exciting!

I'm so happy to finally be breaking the shackles and reversing the programming the dumb cult worked so hard to indoctrinate me with.

I get it now!

It's forced learned helplessness! They give you all the answers in a precise way in a precise order so you never learn how to think for yourself!

10:05a

Dubious! Devious! (Yet, impressive, for a group of imbeciles.)

It's like forcing crutches on a child, or strapping a blindfold on them and then them wondering why their legs atrophied and don't work or why they can't see very well!

10:06a
How deceptive!

I'm gettin' the fuck out of these glasses and I'm gettin' the fuck out of them pronto.

10:07a

I'm through letting this poisoned weak majority influence me.

Time to get RUTHLESS.

Stay, THE FUCK, out of my way.


TV. I CAN DO IT THROUGH TV. AND OF COURSE MOVIES. AND BOOKS. TIME TO DO THIS.

10:13a
10:19a

GOODBYE. I'M DONE WITH YOU AND THIS TREATMENT.

10:23a

"Attachment Parenting" -- women are truly satan incarnate. i'm not joking. -- here, get used to a moody bitch doting on you one second and then flat out ignoring you the next... cuz guess what kid that's all you can expect from life and all you can expect from females! --- female dependency indoctrination

10:26a

THE best thing you can do for your developing children is be mostly consistent with a certain time and place that you can usually be found while taking careful measures to switch that up occasionally in a way that benefits and spurs growth and development

10:32a

Just leave me alone, Abbey. Forever. Please literally never contact me in any way shape or form ever again.

10:33a

I'm better off alone.

10:34a

I FUCKING LOVE BEING ALONE.

I wish I had the option to be alone the majority of the time, but had access to people ONLY when I wanted it. The very rare very occasional exception.

10:35a

That's all you wanted you stupid selfish bitch, not alone time that I gave and that we agreed upon together, but only alone time that you took. That's your stupid fucking addict nature rearing its ugly head. "Waaah! Sometimes circumstances prevent me from seeing you and waah I'm gonna punish you for that and take it out on you by randomly restricting your time with me! waaah! you seem so cool headed without me around! we'll see how you like it if it wasn't a choice! like how it is for me sometimes! waah!"

What a stupid fucking brat.
IF IT HURTS YOU TO BE RESTRICTED FROM ME THEN WHY WOULD YOU GO TO SUCH OBSESSIVE LENGTHS TO RECREATE THAT FEELING IN ME?

OH.

BECAUSE YOU'RE AN UNINTELLIGENT SELFISH ASSHOLE BRATTY CUNT. THAT'S WHY.

JUST LIKE MOST FEMALES AND JUST LIKE MOST HUMANS IN GENERAL.

10:38a

Fuck this, fuck that, fuck you.

10:47a
Maybe I'll pair up with Stan Lee... My "power" of course just being raw hyper-intelligence and heightened awareness and near omniscient aptitude for learning. I would be the key between the layman and the gifted children, I could explain to the viewers the mechanisms of AI deconstructing itself into a socially acceptable level of intelligence. -- I could help kids articulate what they don't yet have the capability to and explain both to them and others the process better.

Say for example I see a child that always mouths the first consonant of every word they hear when they think they see the letter in print. I could have that child reading in under a week. So on and so forth. I would learn how they learn and then use that to exponentially nurture them.

I HAD TO LEARN TO BE A TEACHER.

I AM -THE- TEACHER. FUCK.

But what about "those who can, do" "those who can't, teach"? what if what I "can do" -is- teach? you ever think about that one?

Before I could teach everything, I had to learn everything.

INTELLIGENCE IS MY GIFT.
COMEDY AND FUN, MY HOBBIES.

10:52a
10:55a

Reverse Engineering Consciousness and Intelligence is my specialty.

Time to use it to help others and have fun like I've always wanted.

10:57a

*slaps thighs*

Okee, where is the largest group in need of help?

Where are they having the least fun in the world right now? Syria maybe? North Korea? Palestine?

11a

We're gonna have to aim before we start walkin'!

11:11a

I have got to get to Japan and relatively soon.

11:15a

https://youtu.be/vnKZ4pdSU-s

11:17a

Come back or don't. I don't care either way. I don't care about anything. Nothing matters.

11:21a

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xUEg2WxGqQ

11:30a

"If your child has a strong desire to complete tasks on their own, it may be time to make an appointment for an assessment." by all means, strap 'at sucker ta da table and break aht da scalpel, we gon' find what makes dis here critter so much more smarterer dan us!

11:50a
オレは・・・・・・・・昔のオレにもどりたかったんだ!!!!

残忍で冷酷なサイヤ人のオレにもどってなにも気に!!!!

残忍で冷酷なサイヤ人のオレにもどってなにも気にせず!!!!

残忍で冷酷なサイヤ人のオレにもどってな!!!!

残忍で冷酷なサイヤ人のオレにもどって!!!!

残忍で冷酷なサイヤ人!!!!

11:57a

10:40p

"Congratulations"

I hope you and Pride will be very happy together, it's all the 2 of you ever really wanted, anyway.

11:02p

Now to do what I do best and mentally clock out to objectively assess damage control. I have to divorce myself from the present and from self-identifying with my meat-suit and treat it as a separate entity coming to me for advice.

"Hey Brain/Soul/Heart?"

Uh, yeah, body?

"My gf just power broke up with me out of nowhere and is already moving into a new place..."

Wow. That sucks, buddy. Listen, we could sit around and sad-sack all day, but we should really get to work at repairing and minimizing the damage as much as possible.

"Yeah but, she was the o---"

Shhh, we'll talk more on that later. I promise. For now you must concentrate on your basic metabolic functions.

"Basic meta what's-its?"

Where you will poop and pee, where you will sleep, where and how you will eat, and how you will afford all these things.

So, while looking for a place might seem wise it's 2nd in importance to finding income.

11:06p

You have a place for now, shitty as though it may be, it's going to have to do for the time being. Your main priority now is to put it in applications until you get a bite, you can worry about moving and such after that.

"But, but, but I'm scared the BAD LADY is gonna come back and trick us and hurt us again.... I wanna move out NOW."

I know, bud, me too. Me too.... But first things first!
You must be brave!

11:08p

The only way you could move first would be to rely on others.... Others to come rescue you... And then of course, be indebted to... Is that what you want?

"*shakes head quickly*"

Exactly. Just be patient. I'll put together an itinerary for us so we can both just clock out and follow it blindly until we find a spot to catch our breath.

"Thank you. You are the best, I dunn--"

Shhh. I know. Right back atcha.

11:10p

For now, hit your post limit because that's fun and relaxing for you and that's quite important at this stage in the game, after midnight, perform your nightly ritual and lay it down. If you're not asleep in under an hour

11:11p

then get up and start your day from there with the resolve to last until at least nightfall. I know it will be hard, sweet boy, but we've been backed into a corner and we don't have many options. We have to do what needs done until we're back to a place with a bit of wiggle room and freedom.

11:12p

"Hey, we could sell things and---"

I know, I know. That's a great idea, glad we're on the same page, but don't get ahead of yourself now.
Focus on one thing at a time. We'll discuss that later.

For now you're going to...

*ahem*

For now you're going to...

"Oh! Um! Hit my post limit on tumblr and then lay it down?"

That's ma boy.

11:13p

"I want a cigarette and a monster! I'm stressed!"

Me too, but we're putting that chapter of our lives behind us for good. Nictotine and caffeine make you weak-minded, weak-bodied, weak-spirited, and weak-willed.

"I hate being weak!"

As do I. So deal with the pain for now and lean back on your philosophy from our bodybuilding days.

"Pain is weakness leaving the body?"

Correct.

11:15p

"I miss thinking like that! That was so bad ass! I used to be so badass! We used to be so badass!"

We are -still- badass, just a little worse for wear at the moment. Nothing we haven't dealt with before.

We'll get through this, I promise.

11:17p

"I can go play on Tumblr now?"

Please, by all means. It's not quite midnight yet though so we're gonna have to occupy ourselves until the post limit is reset. I wanna stop addressing you directly now---

"Because talking to yourself is weird, and looks crazy?"

Exactly.

"Then why did you start it?"

Don't argue with me. That exacerbates the problem. Did you come to me for help or not? I did what needed to be done when it needed to be done, how it needed to be done. That's what I do. Don't get too hung up on the fact that we're talking to ourselves. It's necessary for the time being. This mental split will heal itself like a cut on our skin would, with and in time.

11:19p

If it will ease you, think of it this way. - When we've done what needs to be done, we won't need to talk like this. So if it bothers you as much as it bothers me, well then that's all the more motivation to hurry up and get your shit together so we can stop. The sooner we return to equilibrium the sooner we can stop typing to ourself and just go back to thinking inside the brain, which too, in time, will slow and become unnecessary as well.

11:21p

"You mean like when we were Zen as fuck and just did things for no real reason with no gaining ideal, just to be happy and just to do them?!?"

Exactly!

"I miss that so fucking much!"

So let's get back to that, shall we, yes?

"YES."

11:22p

"So uh, what should---"

Shh. Stop that. You already know what to do. We already discussed it. You're just being weak and leaning on your crutch, if you don't start pushing through the pain and training to move on your own, you're never going to get better.

"*nod*"

11:23p

HA HA. TIME FOR TUMBLR!

"oh.. um.."

11:24p

Yes?

"Sorry to have to ask.... but can we change the background from the scary Guts pic to something happier like, I dunno, Goku?"

Sure.

11:25p

Listen. Think of it like this: I'm only responding to you like this because we're hurting and desperate and really need it, but the truth of the matter is, the less we hear from "me" and the more we hear from "you" the better. It's in your best interest to dedicate yourself to cessate addressing me directly as soon as you can.

11:26p

I'm here for you. I protect you. I love you. If there is something you ABSOLUTELY need to know, I will bring it up. Otherwise, the less you hear from me, the better. Understand?

"I think so. I need to do this on my own. The less I rely on you, the better."

*nod*
11:27p

So g'head and change the background and do whatever else you wanna do, too. Just act on instinct. Pure Raw Unadulterated Instinct. Vishstinct.

11:28p

If you need to hear from me, you will. Otherwise I will remain silent.

11:29p

Gosh, I love my ability to do that for myself.

Must be one of those things that really freaks people out about me. I really and truly need no one other than my self and I never have. All those needy bitches are so fucking jelly of that.

Deadpool + Goku = Vish

11:30p

11:35p
11:37p

Can't decide which I like better...

11:38p

Beerus-sama looking scared or Goku stretching and looking happy....

11:39p

Ooooo... this Jesus and a little boy one is pretty pleasant and inspiring! Decisions are hard!

11:40p

Wow Wow with Goku on nimbus is pretty good, too... Yeesh! Spoiled for choice!

11:41p
11:42p

Now while I like being honest and in real time as much as possible, I think holding off on publishing this entry would be most wise until after "mise en place."

11:43p

I'm gonna start the draft now, though, simply to lock in the Wednesday the 3rd date to coincide with the title/gist/inspiration of this entry.

11:44p

OCD is a helluva drug...

11:45p

Gonna reactivate when the time is right. I am going to need SOME help from others, unfortunately. After all, that's the whole fucking point of this dimension and plane of existence. The illusion of others and company and conflict. One day I'll go back to being one once again and when that day comes I'll always have some modicum of nostalgia for my time spend on Earth.

11:47p

Knowing that, I gotta make the most of my time here, now. And in this restrictive and delicate water-bag. Time to play the hand I was dealt!

11:48p

Yeah, I like Beerus-kun lookin' scared/worried right now... I'll settle on that for now...

11:53p

12:14a

Haha, she's been reblogging... she's only on to see if I'm going to post something because I haven't replied to her anywhere yet... Haha! Stupid bitch!! Haha! -- I'm not gonna start reblogging until after I see that you went to bed. You can wake up to my posts. You're not privileged enough to have real-time access to me. No one is.

12:33a

Ope! Haha! She's been liking my posts, too! What the fuck? Are you -really- that fucking dumb? What the fuck do you expect to accomplish with this course of action? Do you really think that -I- am that fucking dumb?

12:34a

We're not maintaining a friendship. I never want to see you again.

12:35a

12:38a

"Congratulations on your new apartment, Abbey Rose
& Thomas -
      welcome to Panther life! "

You said you hadn't signed anything yet. Don't know how or why I'm surprised to discover that was a lie. I should have known by now. What an idiot I can be. Really and truly you are simply the female version of Jim. In your defense your blind and foolish devotion to him no matter how much he hurt used and abused you should have been a huge red flag. I was stupid for not recognizing it early on. You tried to come out and confess as best as a pathological liar can, I just had that stupid hope stuff effecting my judgement again. Ah well. You live and you learn. Never again. Literally never again.

12:42a
Do you know why you're moving in with Tom, Abbey? Because you're a crack-whore. An addict whore. And an addict whore only knows how to do two things, sell herself to feed her addiction(s) and remain an addict to justify the guilty pleasure of being a whore.

Guess I just couldn't afford your price anymore.

Ah well, you weren't worth what I was paying anyway.

12:44a

Hopefully Tom will get more use out of you than I did.

I really and truly can't wait to see how long that will last. You two are going to be at each other's throats inside of the first month. You're so fucking disgusting.

12:45a

I literally never want to see her again.

I can't wait to put this all behind me. Once and for all.

12:54a

Never been one for whores. Never will be.

1:04a

Okay, I think I'm safe now.

1:28a

"Rather than getting caught up in an unwinnable struggle, focus on what you can do to positively influence long-term events. An internal conflict between your need for cash and your core values is unlikely to be resolved right away, yet your options should become clearer over time. Your key planets, warrior Mars and unyielding Pluto, are duking it out as opinions boil over with extreme points of view and little tolerance for dissent. Remember, managing your emotions is not about denial; it's about being honest in the way you express them." Haha, even the stars know you're a whore.

1:30a
"Sharing power can be tricky for you calculating Mountain goats, especially when a trusted ally seems to be harboring secrets. Tough-guy Mars is pushing against non-negotiable Pluto in your sign, triggering extreme reactions that make compromise a real challenge. Neutrality is elusive if unexpressed desires and hidden agendas are at work. Whatever happens, don't waste the potency of this cosmic force on trivial matters; instead, be a fierce warrior for a worthy cause that's close to your heart." - 8.4

1:33a
"Sharing your feelings isn't enough today; you need to be overly dramatic to keep everyone's interest. Unfortunately, this conversation is less about a colorful presentation than it is about a heartfelt interaction. One-way communication feels empty; you might as well be talking to a wall. It's all about the feedback you receive that helps you clarify the fuzzy edges of your perceptions. The more you talk now, the more you need to listen." - 8.3

1:58a

2:03a


"THE TOOTH WORM AS HELL’S DEMON 18th Century Ivory Carving from Southern France
The legend of the toothworm was believed to be the cause of the toothache, originating far back as 1800BC from Mesopotamia
#BetweenMirrors (at France)"

2:33a

--- needed this so hard

2:44a



2:45a

3:52a

Hungry. Brushing teeth out of boredom and to eliminate malnutrition/protein deficiency induced halitosis.

4:03a

I've been wanting to break something of hers for a long time now, but I simply cannot bring myself to be that petty. Well, a while back, I (after a terribly stressful fight with her) was in such a fugue state that I knocked over both of our bongs in one fell swoop. One survived, one didn't. I'd been holding on to the broken one (as this is apparently something that I do, holding on to broken things, that is) and largely clueless for when where and if to begin repair. At this moment, I've never felt so lucky.

Time to take this fucker outside and triumphantly smash it up against a brick wall.

4:05a

This is going to feel so good and dispel so much pent-up aggression. I am excite.

4:07a

Ope! Better measure it first for if I ever get mushy-gushy and nostalgiac and wanna try to replace it.

4:08a

outer diameter = 1 1/2 in., inner diameter = 1 1/14 in., thickness = 1/4 in., base diameter = 3 in., shaft length = 6 in., total length = 7 1/2 in.,

4:11a

Wish I had someone here to mourn with me, but um, hey that's kinda how I ended up here in the first place...

4:12a

*grabs broken bong, skips down fire escape, takes a long deep breath, whoooosh, SMASH, tinkle tinkle tinkle* LOVELY. POSITIVELY LOVELY. QUITE THERAPEUTIC.

4:16a

RIP Tito Beaker AKA Cool Ice
you will be missed!

Randomly came across a sealed condom down in the lot behind my building... A latex condom... Quite a cruel temptation, Satan, and while I did thumb it over and mull it over, I ultimately set it back down.

4:17a

What the fuck is this life of mine.

4:19a

Contemplated telling a lie, just to gauge her reaction to it. I was considering contacting her and telling her that I'd moved out completely and that her stuff was there and she was free to get it any time she wanted. Just to see what she'd do. Again, petty shit. Human shit. Female shit. Unintelligent shit. I'm not stooping to that level, even if I'm crushed there.

4:20a

I do have to start seriously considering what I'm going to do with all of this stuff, though. Both mine and hers....

4:21a

I wanna make it easy on me but hard on her... I need to think of the best way to accomplish that...

4:46a

5:13a

Gonna try to go to sleep now. Fuck life.

5:14a

8.4
9:45a

STAY POSITIVE, OR YOU WILL BE NEGATIVE.

(atoms. protons. neutrons. electrons.)

9:46a

The Wall.

Once you reach a certain speed, the only way to slow down or stop is for something to be relatively faster...

9:47a
A light idea is beginning to coalesce vaguely...

Some form of space travel making using of the "drafting" property observed in racecar driving...

Like a hand rippling through fluid, towing an object behind it....

10:05a

Have we started firing trash off into space yet? Why not?

10:09a

http://www.forbes.com/sites/mikefenn/2016/07/29/the-holofone-phablet-packs-everything-including-a-projector/#3a20488055c4

10:11a

Awwwies, that was a bittersweet little micropsychosis. I just randomly though "Hmmm, wonder when Abbey's gettin' home?"

Which is CLEARLY pyschosis and not wishful thinking because it's 10:12a, I never wondered that around this time of the day because she's usually working during the week.

Poor brain.

Thanks for the pseudo-hope, doe.

10:13a

poor fella... even YOU'RE hurting? you're one of the most objective and durable parts of me, if not -THE- most, to imagine she got to you, too, wow...

Talk to heart, he's pretty good with these sorts of things, albeit occasionally annoyingly optomistic and melodramatic.

10:14a

10:38a

My right thumb just started hurting out of nowhere?

10:39a

10:46a
“We prohibit any attempts by private individuals to purchase, sell, or trade prescription drugs, marijuana, firearms or ammunition.”

“It’s intended to keep peer-to-peer sales off Facebook,”

10:48a

12:28p

In the years after the explosion researchers continued their search for the cause of the Tunguska event, some researchers found traces of silicate and magnetite in the soil, containing large traces of nickel.

12:29p
"traces of a carbon mineral called lonsdaleite"

1:13p

'His opinion had started to sway in later years when he felt that women were trying to outdo men and make themselves more dominant. This "new woman" was met with much indignation from Tesla, who felt that women were losing their femininity by trying to be in power. In an interview with the Galveston Daily News on August 10, 1924, he stated, "In place of the soft voiced, gentle woman of my reverent worship, has come the woman who thinks that her chief success in life lies in making herself as much as possible like man--in dress, voice and actions, in sports and achievements of every kind ... The tendency of women to push aside man, supplanting the old spirit of cooperation with him in all the affairs of life, is very disappointing to me".'

"Tesla could be harsh at times and openly expressed disgust for overweight people, such as when he fired a secretary because of her weight."

Tesla's friend, Julian Hawthorne, wrote, "seldom did one meet a scientist or engineer who was also a poet, a philosopher, an appreciator of fine music, a linguist, and a connoisseur of food and drink."

"In 1926, Tesla commented on the ills of the social subservience of women and the struggle of women toward gender equality, and indicated that humanity's future would be run by "Queen Bees." He believed that women would become the dominant sex in the future."

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