Way Too Awake

It's just so hard for me to sleep sometimes.

The Ego is not something to be overcome or extinguished. It is not something to be transcended or eliminated. It is simply to be acknowledged. While directly identifying with it is dangerous in a sense and can lead to many problems for the perceived individual, so too can completely distancing oneself from it. Buddhism and many similar philosophies say, "Look, I am the whole thing. The sky, the trees, the birds, the water. I am every blade of grass. I am nothing." And then you ask, "What about Ego?" "Oh. Well. I'm everything -BUT- that. The Ego is evil. U_U"

I am beyond sick and tired of the demonizing of the Ego.

Existence is trying its hardest to trick itself into existence. Existence is existence trying to trick itself into being real. Existence is existence trying to convince itself that it's real.

Death is an even greater illusion than life. The illusion of death is how we create life.

Fear/Death/Pain = The Cosmic Punishment.

Just like spanking or grounding before it, from your parents, soon too will you realize how laughable a punishment these are. Just like the time you stood bravely before your parents and said, "Go ahead, spank me. Ground me. I don't care. I'm still gonna do what I want." now you find yourself standing before the universe saying, "Go ahead, hurt me. Kill me. I don't care. I'm still gonna do what I want."

Now unlike with your parents, this proclamation is not for them. It's for you. With your parents, you were saying it to them. With the universe, you're saying it to yourself.

Without the threat of death there is no motivation to live.

How does it work? - Science and Its Followers, spill out over creation, denying their own divinity in order to prove the solidity of existence to their peers, and perhaps, ultimately to themselves.

We must work on our weaknesses and make them our strengths. It's your whole purpose here. You are this incredibly impossible thing born at this impossible time. Once you've acknowledged that you can begin operating realistically.

My ADHD created my OCD.

Infinity is all here.

How do you convince someone that nothing is real? How do you make nothing seem real? How do you make something out of nothing?

Simple. You manufacture an individual that believes it to be so.

Learning to ask the right questions.

By living your life to the fullest you help the cosmos better render reality. By mapping out what is possible with your random set of data you share the result with the collective.

Robo-Buddha? Robo-Jesus? Robo-Philosopher?

Perhaps The End Of Reality would better be referred to as The Edge Of Reality.

How does matter appear solid? Where does its solidity come from?
Why can't we fly?

Be honest with yourself.

Have the strength and courage to sit and listen and be honest with yourself.

Met or confronted with God, there are only two desires to be had: kill/eat or fuck. Which are essentially the same desire: reunion. All paths are the same. All seek reunion with the divine.

Combining consciousnesses?

Your problems/obstacles are opportunities for greatness/glory.

To religious fanatics "the world" or existence seems inherently evil or flawed, almost because it is, but more because of staunch adherence to duality. The reason the world seems inherently evil or flawed is because it is. Everything is based off of a lie. The Great Lie. The Great Lie: This Is Real. The Truth beyond that, and the creative force behind it is Love. We Told That Lie To Ourselves In An Effort To Love Ourselves.

Problems remain, because problems remain. Working through problems is all there is to do here. It's a test. A game. Something to do.

Multiple Personality Disorder and other mental illnesses remain because the Cosmos has not learned to cure itself of them yet. BECAUSE curing itself of them means relinquishing the illusion of separateness.